Don't Worry, Be Happy (:

Moving on!

2010-09-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

*waves at everyone*

HELOO HELLOO!!

sorry for not updating the bloggie,

reasons:

lazy ass!

lazy brain!

lazy hands!

Oh well!

Minister is coming back on sunday!! *with a lot of bombs i guess* merdeka period ends =|

I gotta get quite busy tomorrow! CLEANING MY ROOM and THE HOUSE WINDOWS! It gonna be a last-minute "spring" cleaning bcus last minute cleaning makes everything looks CLEAN AND TIDY! hahahaha.

the untidy scenes! SURE KENA BOMB AND NUCLEAR IF THIS IS SEEN BY MINISTER!!

i am in a holiday mood, so i am kinda quite lazy lazy! Cannot wake up in the morning and keeps on falling asleep during the noon T_T

Holiday wasn't 100% good overall!

I, don't know how, got three scars on my right leg! URGHH! and pimples keep popping out from my face.. ANNOYING!

and, i had a trip to the hospital for breathlessness and cramps on both hands last tuesday! i was diagnosed with TOO STRESS.. on a holiday ._____. i admitted that i had a lot of thoughts in my brain, but i didn't know it can cause such a serious effect to my body~

I had to lie at the sick bay's patient bed for few minutes just to breathe in out with a plastic bag stuck with tapes at my mouth. Doctor says i had too much oxygen in my body, resulting in dizziness, cramp and faster breathing rate.

KPJ charged me RM 1.50 for using the patient bed and their mini plastic bag with less than 50cm tapes... HMMMM -_________-

I was given BIG BIG tablets, calcium thinggy to stabilise my mood and some tablets for my gastric. MAN! it makes me feel like i am diagnosed with depression sickness.. T____T

ahh~ best thing about this year.. DAMAI TRIP =D

it was my first trip to damai ever since i came here! Overnight for one night there. Did quite a lot of swimming there, and interestingly, i found myself able to swim from one end to another without taking breathe for about 1 min *chut seh* hahahah!

most memorable was kayak moment! we actually, used kayak to catch jellyfish!

TAKE NOTE!

DAMAI BEACH HAS A LOT OF JELLYFISH!

I cannot stop myself laughing when brian and shay hwa's kayak turn over and both the MAN reacted as if they were girls! hahaha.. they are panicking as if a shark is nearby! *well, a jellyfish was nearby* hahahah.. we successfully caught one jellyfish.. sadly, it was tortured to death by the birthday boy..

These are just some of the photos we took! u can visit my facebook "Ah pig" for more pics ;)

happy happy during kayak!

my course mates! a lovely family ;D

my leg... T__T as black as coal.... but a shiny one! ;)

finally had a chance to wear the beach skirt i bought at bali! LOVE IT!!!

I...

actually...

had nothing to update about.. ;(

just..

zero month, my darlings' birthday! hope to celebrate with u all again like last year );

one more month, someone is getting old <3 <3

two more months, it gonna be our Xth anniversary together! *YEA!! love love*

three more months, it gonna be a HAPPY month,.

four more months, i gonna be 18 and it's A2 exam!!

five more months, ANG PAO TIME!!

six more months, I AM GOING BACK!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so happy about my life..

grateful for everything God gave me, especially my family and loves =D

and oh oh, my second lovely brother is leaving for good this month.. gonna miss him a lot, no more ko ko in KL.. sob sob ):

HAVE A SMILE!

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Random moments of life

2010-08-14T17:43:00.001+08:00

It has been so many weekends. Same routines repeat everyday, makes me feel my life is so not adventurous =S

Apart from the extremely dreadful hair cut and hectic school life, i am quite fine =D

The weather nowadays is really... "unstable" i would say. Two days of BBQ and few days of pouring rain.

5 more days until the arrival of DOOMSDAY *release of my AS results* Saddening =|

A-level is really... killing me. Chemistry and maths are still okayy, biology is C-R-A-P!

One of the reason is the low standard lecturer =.=

Most of the time when i ask her a question, she would go like "UMMM EMM... let me think first", walks away and never come back. SAD!

I miss my indian bio teacher in high school, she can answer any of my questions without requiring some day to think.. )=

the first 50% i scored in my life, for biology. I was the only one who passed in class, so my parents aren't that angry and still considered me as "not bad" KEKEKKE..

This month is the FATS GAINING month, due to kuching festival that lasts for 3 weeks.

Kuching festival is the gathering of all the BEST, TOP, BRILLIANT food in Kuching. It's like an open air kopitiam for everyone.

I will go there buy makan makan at least once a week..

Thus, i might had already gained 500g per week. The worrying part is that my tummy is popping out .______.

I also work there for 2 days as a balloon salesgirl =P

I bet no one would ever believe i can pump the balloon with helium on my own and sell them.

It's fun, yet tiring, especially when the heavy rain comes and we all had to move all the things in and out. Imagine lazypig pushing in and out the super big helium tank... =O

As a result of working, i had minor bruises and swells on most of my finger. Got them from pulling the strings with bare hands when a lot of customers strike.

Oh well, studying is always better than working. teehee

Ahhh, here's the food pictures. Hope they make u feel...

HUNNNNGGGGGGGGGGRRRRYYY~

rice in a bag

Taiwan sausage of different flavours, yummmy... this is something i will eat every time i go.

the BOMB. nice kueh with different kinds of filling.

the fried ice cream. Fried bread skin with ice cream. NICE!

This is 大肠包小肠 (big sausage wrapping small sausage) i would not list it in the nice food. So-so only.

Ham-cheese-sausage roll. Not bad

Expensive potato twist, yet delicous.

Uncle Bob Chicken. THUMBS UP

this is... hmm.. mee in a kueh from baba nyonya. Nice and special.

the nasi lemak in kuching =_= stil brunei's nasi katok is the best.. kekekeke

this is a.. i dunno what.. mixture of ham, cheese, meat, etc in a fishball. list in as SO-SO

Popular fried SIO BEE =D

More to come cos i 100% confirm will go there again for the coming week. TOO MANY THINGS TO EAT!!! RAWRRRRRR.. * still feel so so so hungry thinking about it =S*

Shall i conclude that Kuching is a town that makes u and i gain weight most of the time?

HEHEHE.

Specially for you ♥

2010-07-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

Dear my love,

I felt like having so much to say to you but i just don't know where to start..

For these 1361 days, i had learnt a lot from you and from our relationship.

Throughout these days, we had gone through a lot of up and down, separation and "reunion", joy and tears.

Now, we are far apart from one another. Everyone say long distance relationship won't work, but i believe in us. It is indeed hard to maintain our relationship, but i will always try my best until the very last.

I can't be a perfect girl for you, but i will try my very best to be the best for u all the time.

It has been 7 months since i left you. You really give me a feeling that you are so different from others. You never lost your trust in me, so do I.

Tears, hurt, sorrow and pain are getting normal. I can't demand u to fulfill every of my requirements cos u aren't the mighty in this world. Sometimes, i broke down unexpectedly due to my many unfulfilled requirements. Thinking about it, i knew i was quite wrong. I should not have ask for more, all i need is ur love and care.

Each time we quarrel, you never left me alone. You would just get mad for some time and turn around as soon as possible to tell me everything is okay and u always love me like before. I'd say a lot of people will never do so, they pretty much will just abandon me due to my pessimistic attitude and childish thoughts. You are the only one who can get over it and encourage me to change. I really dislike the way u treat me harshly sometimes, but i realized, u are doing so because u wan me to change to a better and stronger girl.

We can't be like other couples out there in the shopping mall, school or streets; i could neither touch nor feel you. All we can do everyday is just webcam, online chatting and talking through the phone. I have used to our daily sweet time together back in the past, and now i gotta change to a new routine. Our relationship used to be 90%, now the most we can get is just -- 60% ++. But i am really proud to say, you are always by my side.

I know every time when i am down or moody, i never think back what are the great things u have done for me. I just keep thinking about how bad u are being like this. Ooops, sorry if i broke ur heart partly at this section =S

I always have you on the phone to hear my crying when i felt so bad..

I always have you to walk me home when i felt so lonely and scared..

I always have you to tell me everything gonna be okay because you will always be with me..

I always have you to tell me to stand up again when i fall down..

I always have you to do stupid things with me and to laugh together..

I always have you to give me opinion when i am in trouble.

I always have you to know that i need ice cream, junk food, stars and wind when i am moody.

I always have you, the only you, who is allowed by me to watch horror movie together with me..

I always have your fatty fatty belly to hug xD

I don't have you when i suddenly woke up in the midnight, but i still can find u in my dreams..

I don't have you sometimes when i really need someone but i know u will be there for me the next day..

I don't have you to be the very extremely perfect mr right,

but..

I really want you to know you are always the best for me (=

It may sounds absurd to a lot of mature people about what i am talking right now, but for me, i cherish everything in my life, especially my teenage's memories =D

Baby dear, i just wanna tell you,

the sweet memories we had were the past,

the very special letter i read every time we quarrel..

What were our promise? .__________. i forgot already. TEEHHEE

our very unique house drawn by you =D

the very sweetie you to make me happy when we were in secondary...

we absolutely can't get back to all those happy memories, but we sure can create another new album together.

I really love you a lot.

From:

LOVELY lazypig

"merdeka!"

2010-07-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

Yes, indeed, me and my dad are MERDEKA now =D

the minister at home a.k.a MUM is somewhere on this earth for some time.

WEEE~ i feel free!!!

Sadly, i quite miss her =|

Without her presence, no more nagging, no more loh soh-ing, no more yummy healthy food.. sigh!

i had now, started another new semester! ._.

my peanut brain starts to not functioning smoothly, resulting me not able to focus on my books. DESPERATO!

anyways, i attended my second bro's wedding last few weeks ago.. busy and busy days at kl.. and of course, good time to take red packets. Hiak hiak hiak. That's an advantage for being young =P

so, we look alike? =O

For that wedding day, my bro had to "waste" RM 90 for me to do make up and hair set up. It's normal price at KL. Sounds expensive but good result!

so first, my very thick and fat eyebrow is SHAVED ._. that was my first time. how.... "interesting" i would say.. haha~

most of all, i felt.. LEFT OUT...!! because i can't speak Cantonese when i was in KL. I only know how to listen! how lao yah and outdated i am..

after all done with dress on! =D looks... TRANSFORMED.. hahaha

This is my overall look *which i promised to let everyone see* That dress is amazingly nice and cheap, sadly, some part of my body is too UN-FILLED... that's why, no OUTSTANDING result was observed. *sighss deeply*

yea.. me with mum. I MISS HER =|

VAIN again.. *blush*

KEK!

WOAH!

formal. LOL

HEY! WHY ARE U LAUGHING AT MY 姑姑 vain pic HUH?

HEHEH! i just... FAKED to be cool.. DUN ANGRY!!! *shy shy*

oh ya peeps.. dun forget to watch this movie when u are free! DESPICABLE ME!

BESTTTTTT OF THE BESTTTT!

Working days!

2010-06-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

12 working days had passed!

It's finally time to off and go KL shiok! i gonna do a lot of shopping and see a lot of ~~LENG ZAI~~ and liang moi in KL.... *OOOOPS! SORRY FEI FEI* WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA*

Throughout these working days, i realised quite a few thing...

Actually, working is much more tiring than studying. I used to think those working population just senang senang work in the morning, night at home can so free do own things, not like all those students.. hafta study day and night with less freedom. When working, u have to follow an improper diet, have to see customers' face, have to follow other ppl's order.. feel very uncomfortable too =| *it only feels comfortable when u see ur salary coming xD* when study, can come home rest, eat healthy home cook on time, online.. so much better.. (= so do cherish ur study life peeps!

Well, at least i managed to spend my holiday "wisely".. i learnt how to paint, pump and make balloons in which i have a phobia of.. I just feel so good when i can sit down the whole working day and paint something, furthermore, i sat right in front of the cinema and i watch the trailer everyday! i am updated with new movies everyday! call me MOVIE PIG =D

cantik ler my paiting.. *shiok sendiri*

i drew it with big mouth at first.. however, it was rejected T_T

it was actually a plain monkey with no cap or shirt at all! i drew it mwahself!!

feels so pro! *shiok sendiri again =.=*

my dear bebeh.. haha~ she said this is lady gaga's hairstyle O.O why i never see before one?? maybe this is KUCHING VERSION LADY KAKAK.. hahaha..

my adorable friend! who taught me a lot of iban langauge =D

do u know what is burit? xD

and this one... is my work place~ i start working every morning by arranging all these stuffs up and pack it back at 9.30 pm =| i was eating dinner and ah thai took my pic =.= *somehow, i feel my leg i long enuf and is sexy!* WAHHAHAHAHAA... *shiok sendiri again =.=*

ANOTHER THING!

i realise baking choco cake in public toilet requires some skill!

let's see my explanations!

When u sit at that position *which is on the outer part of the toilet bowl*, ur cake cake will drop into the water, forming all sorts of sound.. PLLUUUPP!! BLOOOPPP! BUUUUPP!! DUUUUPP~ which is quite...... *shy shy* Furthermore, it will echo in the toilet.. making everyone can hear it.. so.. this aint a good position? =S

however, when u change to another position, that is inner part of the toilet bowl, u wil realise it won't be a good position too. This is because when u sit on the inner part, it won't form sounds because u cover the whole bowl.. sadly, as the cake cake dive into the water, u wil wet ur buttock with ur own pee =| which is quite.. disgusting and infectious~ LOL..

SO...

shall we squat or how? HAHAHAH

i still cannot find the best position...

let me try some more time first and i will tell u guys =P you should practice at home too.. HEHEHEHEH

okay! gotta stop here..

the weather here is so damn hot like BBQ or just like sitting beside the campfire =| so sad.. no aircond.. unlike brunei.. T_____________T

AHHH~ lastly... my dear fei fei.. <3 <3

how lovely he could be =D

LOVE YA!

So... the pig is back! and is alive =D

2010-06-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

OooopS!

Another sorry from me again. *same reason again* for not updating blog again =| sorry nyer!!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob..

but anyhow, i still will update everyone kan~ so BE HAPPY! Lol

and~ STOP READING RIGHT NOW! *cos i have nothing much to say*

I was actually quite busy nowadays. I ended my AS exam on 9th and i terus got a part time job @ the spring. Working as a hmmm~ like some sort of helper. It's like a coloring stall. With those painting, sand art and window art =D Quite nice kan.. Salary is reasonable, including two meals.. but sometimes those people are too busy till no da pao for me eat.. so kelian T_T but nvm la.. be optimistic! it's good for slimming down.. hahaha~+

Nah.. this is where i work.. The opposite is cinema.. feels so... *ouch* everytime i see couple and youngsters walking in to cinema.. so enjoy.. then, beside the stall i am working is kokoberry and sushi king!!! more sad.. everyday have to smell the alluring fragrance when i am hungry.. sigh.. I WAN WATCH MOVIE!! I WAN EAT KOKOBERRY!! *everyday always complain these to my ah fei* neh! it's okay =D ah fei loves me.. Don't you Ah fei? BLEH

Somehow, there's still advantage for working there xD customer belanja me makan crepe and 100 plus kerana help him and her buat kerja.. Hehehe..

Happy nyer aku!!! hehehe~ *paint till thumb also dirty* everyday also dirty one.. i am dirty pig =S

hmmm~ about my exam..

it's not okay at all, except maths. Chemistry and Biology confirm cannot get an A already.. it's too hard. What i study was not on the paper at all.. So, i think, this is the meaning of ADVANCED level kwa? =S

now, i am quite excited for my bro wedding! I would like to see how will i look like after the making up.. Gee~ I want to wear the dress tooo!!!!! RAWRRRRRR~ and my big bro is planning to go to the lagoon! I WAN TO GO I WAN TO GO! WOOHUUUUU!!

I AM HAPPY!

are u HAPPY??

okay! i gonna be dead again until 28th? *which is someone's special day* wink wink =D

GOOD BYE!!!

SUHT DOWN!!

DuuuuUUUUUUUTTTTTT

I decided to.......... )=

2010-05-02T12:49:00.002+08:00

I felt so miserable.. i was "accused" by dad that i have a KOPI O license! )=

I DIDN'T OK *honestly*

All this happened yesterday.. Very disappointing =/

I drove my parents to shop but the parking skill of mine is so ~~teruk~~ "nice" (: i have a P stuck on the back ok~ so means i am Professional.. TEEHEE~

Inevitably, my parking skill is so nice and extremely PRO until... the red kenari also wan to learn me =D DUN PLAY PLAY! I AM P driver oki!

But, i still feel so sad, depressed, miserable, in a pits of despair.. *all sad sad words come out* because i am such a "P" driver, so i decided to......

NOT STUDY ANYMORE

AND

BECOME A CARROT CAKE SELLER =D

hou yeng le (H)

mari mari mari, my stall is at the kopitiam opposite star cineplex =D

I will give u 5% discount if i know u..

special discount:

Sexy ladies 1%

Handsome boys 10% *>=)*

My daily profit is RM 500. NYAHAHAH~ so much better than studying!

MUST COME AND EAT YEA!!!

Teehee~ now, do u understand wat jobless ppl like me use to do everyday during study break.. =D

i know u laughing me dunno how to park car ma )= but it's okay! i'm still young! 来日方长！

I'm BACK!

2010-04-23T20:59:00.005+08:00

HI EVERYBUDEH!!!

lazypigg is back now! just finish her trial exam today ;) Feels so good.. i wasn't quite stress during trial, stil senang senang play facebook.. TEEHEE~ but her results won't be good i bet =/

today, i makan Mac donald sama darling rainbow saya =D then, noon go the spring watch movie! ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE! very nice o.. i cried when watching it, cos i rmb how i was when i was like them =3 how sweet a first love can be O_O my first love tak sweet, second love baru so sweet... MUAHAHAHHA~

today, i finally found a cheap cheap dress for me to wear to my bro's wedding in june! hiak hiak hiak~ suddenly, i love wearing dress, seems so~ WOOOOO~ since kid, i never like to wear dress, so everyone says i am tomboy~ sekali now besar besar udah, baru tahu mahu leng leng =D

It will only be reveal in JUNE! cos it's a AH SAM dress :P

trying out at shop.. nice kan? but some part of my body is too un-filled so wear liao like nth =/

nice is nice, but nada vitamin M, how it look nice le =/

bought this shirt today! Ms coconut also buy one same like me =D *see how loving we are xD* I like it so much.. the pant is mis cocount choose one la.. look so spotty and zebra-y =P

Of course, i am uncomparable with those pretty girls out in the street. But this is the first time, so give myself a 70%! hiak hiak hiak~ so BU YAO LIAN (H)

I am quite excited for the arrival of june! cos in june, i will finish my first semester and have a one month sem break! wooo wooo wooo~!!! I gonna find a part time job in kopitiam/restaurant to earn some vitamin M.. *actually i wan to get myself working and keep fit =P* then, i will be attending my bro's wedding which i wil go saloon make my hair nice nice and make up make up jadi satu princess =S.. JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!!! RAWRRR! But coming May gonna be a boring one, cos i do not wan to attend bio and maths class.. so most of the time, i will be at home rotting ): how depressing~

Hmm~ it's about... 4 months ++ since i left brunei ): i seriously miss brunei a lot.. miss the environment, miss the cheap cheap electricity, miss my darlings +teachers + school, most of all, i miss bii badly =/ It has been so long since we meet each other. But it's ok. Long distance relationship seems to be a very tough one, but i learnt a lot. I learnt not to think so much, not to depend on him, learnt to make myself happy... I trust in this relationship and will hold tightly unto it, until whenever it wants to end.. God make all these happen for a reason, so i will never ever give up ;) i'm blessed to have him in my life to teach me about life, make me stronger and mature for the future.. hehe.

Tml gonna be a busy day for me! Morning sleep sleep wait mum's delivery, noon follow friend's church go hospital send some love and night time BBQ NIGHT + sleep over at bro's house! WOOOTS! I FEEL SO EXCITED FOR THE BBQ! it has been so long since i have eaten a bbq chicken =D the last time... was with my besties at berakas beach.. very very miss them ):

ok~ keep some others for other time ;)

Everytime i watch this video, i can't stop laughing.. i really love to see kids being so cute when they are angry :P Also dedicate this video to my bro in KL to see how his nieces are currently.. eh ko, u see ah pui, so big liao her hand, sama size like mine =D

Til here!

MUacksss~

OoOopsS!

2010-04-09T23:13:00.006+08:00

Unfortunately, i have to pronounced my blog half- dead..

It was "not breathing" for almost one month!

Well, there are reasons that the supplier didn't supply enough oxygen to her~

Basically because of TOO BUSY TOO STRESS SO F UP with studies T_T I know~ It's just three subjects, but i already found it hard to make things right.. sob sob. The worst part is when i can't answer most of the questions in bio past year papers ): I am currently trying to improve myself by studying extremely very hard xD

See.. how stress A level students can be.. Stress till.. need to lie on school table for a break =/

Furthermore, the schedule for trial exam next next week is extremely very packed! 20th Chemistry core one and maths core one. 21st bio CORE 1 and 2 and Maths Core 2! 22nd Chemistry Core two! GILA SIA =.= Guess i was too pampered when studying in Brunei. Malaysia Boleh's Education is quite *challenging*. What to do~ IT'S UNI NOW! =S

I finally completed one of my LAN sub~ Presentation was quite okay, but alien-ic sound during rainy days was a great disadvantage. I really hope i can have big big voice! I can't even quarrel with people, i confirm will be the sore loser in the end T_T Today was the final exam! i actually forgot to take the examination token and was shot few bullets by Ms. L T. I even wear shorts which they said was prohibited. The first time is also such a bad one =/

What did i do lately? Hummmm~

Oh yea~ i went to Sarikei and Sibu last month! It was an extremely interesting trip.. But connie and i got our ass flatten for sitting in the bus for about 8 hours. It was my first time to Sarikei and Sibu, now i felt luckier that i can live in kuching. Teeehhe~ The food are awesome there and 24hr free ice cream from connie's house. HAHAHA. When we were sitting boat back to kuching, we two vomited consecutively. I saw her vomitting, then i vomit, she saw me vomitting, she vomit again.. HAHA~ somehow, i love those few days really very very much althou it was a short trip.

This was after i cut my hair =.= quite regret i cut short it cos i look retarded):

CHEH~ who wan ur kiss har COCONUT LEE!

aww~ i just love my ah nong *bolster* so very much! tat ah seal is not mine.. if i see it, i will kiap it under my armpit.. HIAK HIAK HIAK >=)

Nyehehe~

just now went to a Kuching Christian Fellowship for youths gathering with my seniors.. This was first experience to worship and listen to message in a Iban Christian church. Quite fancy =D The message was about love and the pastor used a funny way to pass it to us. haha~ The one i can remember the most was, the pastor showed us a RM 50 note, he kept folding it into smaller, step it, koyak it *not tear la*, and told us that... no matter what happen, it's big or small, ugly or pretty, it's stil the same value.. just like we human. No matter we are big or small, cacat or healthy, ugly or handsome, we are all the same value in God's eye (:

Then, go makan makan at lao hang jia.. I know i am trying very hard to kiam pui now, but i stil.., have to eat ): laksa and teh c special.... Ummm umm.. nevermind, next week dun eat supper lo~ =D

*then next week i eat supper again, i wil say, nevermind, next week dun eat lo.. hahahah*

Love, is where everything starts ;)

I'm not taking the guitarist's photo *make sure someone dun get JEALOUS*, i am taking the poster at the back =D

the pastor!

my senior MICHELLE~! cute hoh! so chubby =D love to fight with her... hiak hiak hiak!

CF leader lee chin.. she is funny.. hha~ michelle so pai seh sia?? =D so cute punya hand o.. haha

This is the craziest senior in my uni =.= he is very very hilarious, in a "retarded" way... HAHHAHA

Now, i really have to pronounce my blog "DEAD" again cos i will abandon her until i finish my trial! sorry baby!

Time is so precious and i just can't waste too much on blogging ): sorry!

I promise i will update bloggie as soon as i finish my trial! *of cos wait i sleep bao bao first :D*

I swear i will never eat KFC french fries anymore. This is what they called, REGULAR french fries for RM 2.30. this is called MINI. SUCK MY BLOOD =.=

Yea HEY!

2010-03-16T16:36:00.005+08:00

What a happy week ;)

Lazypig feels fresh, feels new! and most of all, feels..

happy! x)

I finally "feel" the old me! haha~ well, of course, there must be some change.. Heheh

and yea! I finally got my P license! Happy or not! HAPPY! I finally can feel that i did something mature.. hahaha.

I improved my driving a lot cos dad owes let me drive to train me. I learnt how to speed! *feels good* wahahha~ But tsk~ my reversing skill is still like shit! Due to the impact last time ): but nvm~ i am still young wad! Stil have long time to learn ;)

the real P license! YEA HEY! ^^ and yea! i am categorised as a "stylish" driver.. LOL

Guess why i am "stylish"?

this is because....

On the way driving home yesterday, i actually drove like that (the blue dotted line) =.= The motorcyclist on the opposite road keep staring at me.. T_T This is called lazypig's "STYLE" hahahahahah. So, TAKE NOTE! next time, if u see lazypig, dun drive too close to her car, cos she is DANGEROUS!! lol

and WTH?!!!!

my house back part masuk pencuri =.= an Un-PRO thief stole my dad's grass cutter machine and probably some paint. He is quite ummmm cos he left footprints on my house's wall =_= He must be a beginner.. LOL

see the foot marks? Zi zi zi zi~

Thank God my bedroom wasn't there, or else, i can't sleep peacefully anymore xD

Well, about my school, yea~ it's still okay, quite manageable, but i am still very stressed out due to too many units to catch up! I am so far apart from my lecturer's teaching ): How depressing... Sigh.. I had my bio and chem test last week! It was a tough one, but i think that's A level standard. If there's no challenge in every studies, then no need study liao.. LOL.. Be optimistic ;)

By the way, U know why i am so happy everyday! cos of my baby onion head! He got a new hair style, just like an onion! Wahaha~

He loves to DU DU ZUI~ owes copy me one :D but that cute face makes me wanna smile.. ahaha

See! Sometimes, onion can be so stupid to make me happy.. haha! Thanks God i have him in my life to cheer me up sometimes ;)

This is the latest update for me!

yea! me! i know i am getting fatter ): i am trying hard to reduce my diet already!!! haha!

i label it as miracle cos it's my first time to wear this shirt since my mum bought it for me two years ago.. ahhah! I love this shirt somehow (:

Well well,

quite sleepy now =S

Cos i had 4 hours of chemistry class just now! It's one of the worst time of uni life T__T

Gonna escape to my bed now!

MUACKS..

I love my baby! LOVES LOVES!

*COS I LOVE ONIONS! WAHHAHAHAH*

I did it (:

2010-03-09T21:57:00.005+08:00

I finally did it! I passed my driving exam =D

Gonna get my license so soon! So happy!

I also successfully walked out from the nightmares and forgot about it.

I know i can make it, for i trust that God will guide me through everything ;)

yeeha! i got this "drifting" license! :D

obviously, it's edited =.=

This is my L license, P license is coming! yea! Ignore my monokuro boo wallet.. i will be changing it soon, to a more mature one xD

I felt like.. i am learning to change myself. I am trying to keep myself calm and quiet at home and not talk so much. Because i realized that sometimes i talk too much, people would simply feel tu lan at me or get mad of me. Sometimes, it's really the best way to just listen and keep quiet. So people have nothing to get mad at you. This is also a good way of stopping myself from getting angry and then cry like a stupid.. (: Some sort of this incident should have happen earlier so I could learnt it earlier, never mind! Step by step in changing my personality and attitude ^^ but take note, i will never change my outgoing, active and stupid personality. I just have to make some little changes when i am at home x)

Somehow, i felt happy living in my own little world. Happy that i won't make anyone to scold me for stupid reasons. Happy that i have dear dear and friends who care me a lot. I really love my friends here, like how much i love my friends in Brunei. They just can't see me without a smile in school.. and would owes help me to cheer up. This is what friends are for... thanks so much for boosting up my confidence in driving and all the smiles you all drew on my face =D LOVES.. hehe

Oh gosh, my family is demanding me to obtain scholarship again. I really felt HELL SO STRESS. Can't they see i am stress and please understand me for a moment? I haven't even finish my A level, why keep asking me to obtain scholarship. Duh~

I'm having chemistry test and bio test soon. Don't think it gonna be an easy one for a straight-brain person like me =/

see~ I having exam at end of May until 9th June.

After June exam, I probably will be finding part time job to earn some cash for myself (:

Quite tired these days. Felt so exhausted to wake up from my sleep cos i can't stop dreaming T_T dreams always make me overslept.. sigh! Quite worry about studies too, and also the report i have to do soon.. ): stupid excursion.. Hmmm..

Oh well! Have to stop here ;S

Will keep updating my blog when... i feel like doing so? :D

loves!

Still the same..

2010-03-04T11:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog.

I'm quite busy with my studies so yea, i'm using my lunch time to update.

Nothing new basically..

I'm still emo, or should say, more emo.

I had a serious accident at home last few days, u might say it's ok, it's little, but not for me..

I knocked my bro's car by the gate side while i was trying to reverse the car.. this seriously has a big impact on me.. I totally lost my confidence in driving..

It make me can't stop thinking about the scene every night where the gate popped out and my dad screaming madly at me and i had to cry myself to sleep because i'm still feeling very scared. Felt so stupid and guilty for everything that is happening.. I wanna talk to someone, hoping someone can be there for me when tears overtook me... but no... u wil just say because i think too much... ya, probably i'm thinking too much... but i'm still scared.. why.. i just hope u can understand me..

The only thing i should do now is just wait for time to pass and for me to forget about those stuffs. I found it very hard to get it off my mind.

I don't have the feel to talk, I love to be moody and love to keep myself in my room doing my own stuffs, living in my own world.. i probably is having slight or serious 自闭症 and 犹豫症.

How i hope i can vanish from this earth and stop being a burden to everyone...

Tell me what to do.... ):

Hmmm

2010-02-26T20:15:00.009+08:00

What's wrong with lazypig?

Felt kinda depressed right now.. sigh..

I just went out to learn to drive with dad. He was quite mad, because of me being so stupid. Don't even know how to drive. I'm having exam soon on 9th March, and yet, i still don't know how to change gear and maintain clutch. How stupid i am, such easy thing also can't do it.. sigh..

Felt like crying right now...

sometimes, i really wonder why am i born to this earth.. I just bring troubles to everyone, waste their money... Every thing will be just fine and nice if i wasn't born. My parents could have enjoy their senior citizen life now. I'm just like the thorns in my family.. She was right, i couldn't be like my brothers being so understanding, mature, respectful, obedient.... I'm just the most disobedient child in this family... Life will really be so much better if i wasn't born.

I really don't know why i study so hard for. I can't see what is the purpose of doing so. I can't feel my future.. It seems like my future is limited by financial problem. I've lost my confidence in studies, i don't like studying, it's really very annoying. There's still so many years to go.. Every time i heard them saying "walao, always pay pay pay...", i felt like, giving up.. wonder why i make them to invest money in my future.. They put high hopes in me, always asking me to apply for scholarship... but they never know how stress i am in trying to study so hard. What for i do so much, just for a bright future...? just because that MONEY problem i will be facing when i grow up.. duh..

Every morning just wake up, go to uni, classes, lunch, come home sleep and study... Seems so pointless following the same routine everyday...

I dislike myself, dislike my attitude, dislike my stupid lousy brain... dislike being born to this earth...

I've been studying very hard for the past few years, and managed to get some scholarship from school.. why can't they just fulfill something they promised me? The people who can pissed me off is seriously those who renege on their promises and those who put money as the most important than any other else. Yea la yea la, other people say one is true la, those things are useless, but she wasn't a student, she won't understand that happiness, the proud feeling i can get.. Study so hard, i just wan something to be happy, cannot kah? Why are you all so selfish?

I'm trying to get on with my life.. My life is not to be ruled by you all.

Wait one day, i can work on my own and get happy on my own...

damn it

The voice from my heart

2010-02-07T20:02:00.004+08:00

I has been very lifeless today.

Sleeping endlessly today was the only thing i did until now i guess.

I am in a total mess today. I messed up my Sunday; messed up my mood for Sunday morning worship; messed up my mood for Chinese new year.

Something is wrong with me. Something is wrong with my thoughts and something is wrong with my health. I vomited once yesterday, once today, and now, i felt weird within again.

Wonder why should i treat myself like this.. Maybe sometimes, human is really over depressed, thus exceeding the limit.

I really had some morbid thoughts yesterday night, because i can't sleep )=

I thought that....

If one night, i am just gone like this, how will my family, my friends, my loved ones felt for me? Will they cry?

If after i am gone, can my body organs help others who are very sick? But one thing i thought, i can't donate my eyes, because i want to see all the one i loved from where i gonna be.

Sounds so crazy right? But life is unpredictable.

Maybe...

One day, when you walk out your house and the roof just tumbled down without warning you, and you just died without telling everyone that you always love them so much.

One day, when you are studying in school, a stranger might just come in and shoot you with a gun at your head, and you just gone without telling them you don't want to die at this time.

One day, when you are on a escalator in a shopping mall, the escalator might jammed and u tripped down, with your leg stucked in the circulating machine inside, your leg might just gone like that without giving you a chance to tell them that you don't want to sit on a wheel chair for life.

One day, when you are on an airplane back to a place to see your loved one, the plane might just crashed and you are one of the victims. You didn't even get a chance to tell your loved ones that his love for you is the most beautiful thing u had and his smile is one of the best thing on earth u ever seen.

One day, when you are outside with friends because you are fed up with your parents, earthquake might occur and it may take away ur parents/family like that before you realised you sincerely wanted to tell them you can just let them nag at you everyday and don't leave you no matter what.

One day, when you are a teenage, you really don't like your parents' hugs and kisses, but have you ever thought if something might happen to them and you can't get their hugs and kisses anymore?

These "One day", these "maybe".. are countless, are not to be predicted.

It's not that i am pessimistic or i watched too many dramas, but this will be a truth when you think thoroughly what had happened throughout the whole world today. The probability of a catastrophe happening to you might me 0.0000000000xxx, but when it really happens on you, what you gonna lost is more than anything else on earth.

God makes everything happen in my life for a reason. If one day, something happen and i just someone i love, how will i take it? That pain will be very very overwhelming. But, I thank God for protecting me, my family, my friends, everyday and even showering endless blessings on us. When i fell down, He lifted me up and guide me daily to walk on.

One day, when u sit down quietly and think thoroughly, you really really really have to cherish life.

Unexpected things might happen to you anytime, any second, any moment.

Having morbid thoughts at depressing moment is ok, but do no take it real because those thoughts cannot solve any problem but just bring more pain to others and urself. Just think over and over again for everyone around you, especially the one who accompanied you every moment in your life.

I'm getting better now after i see all the voices within my heart.

I still have many things to do in future.

爱在来来去去的时刻总会对自己带来伤害，但，真爱也总有出现的一天。

Trust God and believe in yourself too.

I can make it, just depends i want it or not.

There's no point to treat my life so badly.

Within the dark days of life, there is always bright and happy days.

Emo ain't wrong, but learn a little bit by bit from it everytime.

Hugs

Ouchie!

2010-01-30T21:38:00.007+08:00

WOOHOO!

it's another weekend (:

time really fly fly fly, now, we are now welcoming February, our CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! wooots~ *anyone wanna give me red packet?* wahahha~

chinese new year is owes the time i do my "part time job", collect more "earnings" from the elders.. wahahha~

it has been quite a week =S + =( + =)

first of all, i got this damn "thing" in my eye ): It's not that i see anyone bathing, doctor concluded that it's just infected and too dry. *maybe because i had not been crying* ahhaha =S went to timberland to see doctor and that costs lim daddy 55 bucks =3

my poor eye...

another very SOI thing is i fell down today T__T This is due to my KEH KIANG-ness wanna hang the lantern to the ceiling on A(labelled in pic) and i missed one step.. then, *bummp* pig fell down, knocked B and my bone bone there swollen ): felt so pain when walking.. sob sob.. soi soi soi

i supposed to be hanging these only =S

but lazypig keh kiang...

stand high high at A and fell down knock tio B T_______T

kasian pig )= anyone sayang me? sigh~

in return, i belanja daddy to eat sugarbun's RM 1.50 ice cream at the sPring. We went shopping at Ta Kiong and we noticed this taiwan's product..

SHIOK!

we took these pics as if we wanna steal it. That's why it's so blur.. hahhaa.. the lollipop is bigger than my dad's head =D can we actually take pic in supermarket? hmmm~

i wonder when's there a TA ONG in the sPring =P

seriously lazy right now~ well, i just replace all the loh sohness with pictures ;)

this is my class and that's my maths teacher. from the first left row: Josie, Zhi Seng, Howe Nguong, Brian, Jerome, Melissa, Lucas, Shaey Hwa, ME the shortest sit at back, connie, boon ping (; how small my class is, but cosy ^^

my closest friend in kuching, connie the lengs! we had lunch at SCR xpres at jln song on friday.

this costs me RM 6.90. very little only, but YUMMY and CHEESY and MUSHROOMY and MEATY =D

a little incident at home (:

mummy was out again that thursday. Me and lim daddy did something noti =3 we went out to KFC to buy some meals for my bro. We did it very secretly, thief-ly =/ our intension was to cheer my bro up!

lim daddy also eat.. i spent RM 10 on those two meals =S but worth it, because i wanted to see them being happy.. hehehe!

lazypig of cos have eat! how can she stand the nice nice crispy crispy smell from KFC? i cooked myself a packet of mee and that satisfied me.. hehe.

When we finished all our food, we threw in a plastic bag and dumped it in neighbour's rubbish bin. OOPS~ sorry =X i was "caught" by minister of HEALTH tat time for cooking a packet of mee "illegally" due to the leftovers in the basin. But now i sudah pandai, i cleaned the whole basin, and checked the floor =D ngek ngek ngek! she can't catch me now :P

and this, is the experiment we did for biology. The number on each cup represents how many pkt of coffee inside.. some of the "mice" are supposed to drink it and measure our pulse rate. since i am not a coffee drinker, i "escaped" it and act as a control experiment ;D

bii, you know why ur bolster have a love-shaped hole? hahah~ cos i hug it everyday with LOVE... BWHAAHAHHA~

OH OH! i had a really scary? or BRILLIANT? driving experience this tuesday =D well, when i was asked to drive out from my school, i make mistakes because i forgot how to drive =.= THE BEST? or WORST part is when i was asked by sifu to drive his MERCZ back home T_T the kancil i used to drive is 3 times smaller than his mercz. Anyways, i still drive, but extremely slow at 20km/h because i was extremely scared and nervous that i will banged his mercz somewhere T_T I almost get banged by a van at the roundabout when i was trying to move in to the lorong kiri *because i din check on the side mirror* i knot see ba.. sob sob... at the end, when i got home, my legs were shaking wobbly.. i'm so chicken! but i still very hao lian (proud), always show off to my family and baby... ahahaha.. =D anyone drive a mercz at L license and not even pro yet? hahaha. i wonder =D

before cutting hair..

after cutting hair... still sama sama jua =,= i gonna dye hair next week.. whahahah!!

playing around with bro's mask =D *lazypig SHUAI ma?* xD

stop here now!

byee!!

It's another weekend =/

2010-01-23T22:32:00.010+08:00

=____= zZzzZzzz

lazypig is currently... *yawn* very sleepy *though she slept for 2 hrs in the noon* Now, u really have no doubt when calling me LazyPIG =)

I actually didn't feel like updating my blog, but sigh~ I felt weird! Well, i did quite a lot of "meaningful" stuffs for the past week/this week.

Let's see~

last saturday i went to my eldest bro's house from afternoon until night because tan mummy wanted to bake kueh. I was quite helpful; i took care of the 3 kids and baked/"chopped" some kueh bangkit. In return, i begged my pig brother to buy fruit ice for me =D It wasn't a nice one, most probably it's too late already and the fruits are out of stock =S

my youngest niece! cute le (: *jealous her eyes!!*

how hardworking this pig was!

the outcome!

introduce u all, this is my eldest sister in law!

this is what i get =/

THEN! Last tuesday was a BIG DAY for lazypig ^-^ It was my first driving lesson! WOOTS! It was a great one. First of all, sifu brought me to a vast, empty, rocky car park *at the back of swinburne* I was taught all the driving skills and to my shock, i was asked to drive out to the main road! =S Driving from swinburne to Bintawa is like, driving from bandar to jalan tutong =S My leg was cramp *too excited + nervous* second time was friday noon! THE BEST! When sifu picked me from UCSI, he terus let me drive. I learnt how to use handbrake at slope, reverse, etc. When i was driving back to the institute, i overtook many lorries and drove at 80km/h using 5th gear =D how daring i was! WAHAHAH~ overall, IT'S SUPER COOL AND I AM ADDICTED TO DRIVING. sadly, my next class is the coming friday *so long* )=

connie's hand and boon ping's fork~ *slurrrp* cheesy wedges =X

mine! feels so... *slurrppp*

School, was okay okay. I scored 70 out of 100 in biology short test. How poor =S and yea~ i think i gonna fail my chemistry test too ): seriously, i don't know how to do the calculations. It's just chapter one on calculations from equations. sigh~ I think i didn't have enough practice, mostly because the library books are so damn limited. they have good books, but there's a orange tag, which mean borrow for 2 hours onli =__= kanasai~ i'm having another bio test this coming friday which wil determine whether i am required to attend remedial classes or not. Wish me luck!

playing ping pong at lounge area~ that's mr giant in white shirt (: and black shirt is my "senior" who is very very very very super extremely humorous and hilarious.

black shirt is mr jerome. black jacket is mr jay chow. doesn't he look like mr Thian in brunei?!!!

I am quite worried about my o level results, especially english! if i score B in english, i need not take the foundation of english anymore, which is quite expensive. Sigh~ nothing can change the results anymore, but i am still putting hopes unto it (=

last thursday night, i sneaked out with lim daddy to eat out at Jalan Hui Seng. Only once in a week that minister of DEFENCE goes out at night. so, we have to TREASURE this GOLDEN chance! Teehee~

Intro: this is the White lady in kuching. quite nice (:

lim daddy's ANG TAO JIAN LUT. Not nice! too sweet =/

SATAY!!! i haven eat a satay since one year ago )= that's why i miss them so so so so much.

TOO NICE! TOO HAPPY! TOO TOO TOO BRILLIANT!!!

my going-to-be second sister in law bought me this cute mushroomy from taiwan! =D

BUT, she owes end up like this ):

mushroomy in basket and doggie on floor ): i din't arrange it purposely! i took this pic right after my nap =S

alrighty!

gotta go now! feels so SE-LI-PY

lazypig says: " GOOD NIGHT!"

*my girls, i miss you all lots )=*

The sky cries endlessly )=

2010-01-14T16:35:00.006+08:00

It has been raining cats and dogs here since yesterday morning.

This caused me had to wake up slightly few minutes early to attend school due to the traffic jam. HMPH~ *now u won't doubt that i am a pig ;)* But raining is good, i can sleep more tightly,sweetly, soundly, whatsoever and just on the fan to sleep! See, i contributed a small amount in saving the earth! (=

actually, at this time, i should be sleeping and not blogging. But, my black black asked me to online at 4.30pm but now, IT'S FLOODING AT GADONG! *kasian kasian* so, he is busy helping around and i had to wake up doing nothing T_T poor piggy!

I had a good day in school today! The air con finally works efficiently but it's far too cold again during a cold day like this! even now at home, i did not switch on any fan. Teehee~

Bio class is always the worst class since form 4 . BORING BORING! I like biology cos it's fun to learn sci, but not when the teacher... is boring... When i was form 4, the teacher spoke too soft, too many and no one understand. Now, same again! Bio class = pretending-to-be-listening-class. See, what i did during bio class.. i was reminiscing my sweet memories =D

I really mis my alma mater.. sob sob..

not to mention, i miss black black too =D

and yet, i still miss my darling lots! When we was in school together, we use to draw like this! )'=

My favorite class is MATHS! Reasons : -We are still studying topics 100% similar to form 4-form 5 topics! easy peanuts! -I can go home early if i done my works! how great maths are, now i realized the beauty of maths! So relaxing when u know how to do it. Bwahahah =D I had chemisty practical today! EXTREMELY FUN! we are making copper sulphate crystals to check the percentage yield! Check this out!

see that? we had to wear safety googles =D Only boon ping wore it! *jerome's face showing EEE sign* bwahahha~ so, these are some of my frens peeps (; and that's my teacher, Mukvindher Sandhu (= sweet like Teacher Mili.. ^^

First time using an evaporating dish! so cute kan? =D

blue copper sulphate! the thinggy below is heat resistant mat! You know what, i put it on the wire gauze, place the beaker on top and heat the beaker =,= how stupid i am...

filtering copper sulphate! after that, heat it and crystallize it!

Crystals are formed on filter paper because we over heated it. But, ours is the most prettiest one! =D girls are always do things much more in details =D

evaporating it!

CRYSTALS! we girls are the first one to get! Pretty one.. Bwahahhaha~ look like worm worm.. =S

ours had the most "worm worm" SUCCESS!!

We live to eat, play, sleep,shop and not live to save money! wahahah~ Since coming back to kuching, i has been eating quite a lot.. because my dad loves to bring me to eat! When i am hungry, we two will go buy some kueh SECRETLY b4 going to school. See, how much he loves me. wahahah~ Got food, everything SETTLED :D

NICE LE THIS POPIAH!!! wrap around by a layer of peanut and SUMPTUOUS ingerdients.. *slurrppppp*

my black black KALENG dad~

snapshot! i was wearing lab coat =D

now i realized why my brothers said it's useless to buy a phone with high megapixel. The photos taken were as above. So different when previewing it =,= but! I still love Aino lots (:

blu ba blu ba!

i didn't had driving lessons this week! The master said on last sunday, " umm, next tuesday are u free *which shud be this week's tuesday*? Then, that day we called, he said, " i was saying next next tues *which is this coming tues*? =_="

today my gut was broke open )= Dad accidentally knocked a car in front at the roundabout =S kia si lang.. i was still shivering when i reached school. My dad said, " you so chicken hearted" =,= most girls are lar!! ZHEN DE SHI! HMMM!

have to stop here! cos my stomach is making sound.. =D * I AM PIG OINK OINK!*

LOVES <3

First experience!

2010-01-10T18:07:00.002+08:00

Hola my dear readers =D

feels so random today! TeeHee~

today lazypig went to the 3hrs class about driving skills =S at first, i was ok! but then, i started to get impatient to the lecturer. He said, break for 30 mins *around 10.50am* ! So lazypig thought, "Aiya, very fast one lar!" Sekali 11.30am, lecturer not yet in! everyone was already in class. Then, guess what! he came in at 12 saying a little bit of shit and gave us forms =.= Seriously, some workers here still don't work diligently or do things in time. After i got my form, i went out to wait my master to send me home! SEKALI! i wait for another 30 mins agen~ DAMN IT! i felt like killing everyone there =X SO VERY VERY PISSED OFF! *cos i haven't eat my lunch yet* luckily, when i got home, lim daddy brought me to xiang xiang kopitiam to eat Lemon Salad Chicken Rice RM 4.50! and that cool down my temper =D Get FOOD, everything settled. see, how piggy i am =D

On this coming Tuesday 4pm, i gonna start my first driving class! WOOOTS~ but kinda worried and scared cos that time when i tried, the car went mati all the time )= later master scold me how? T___T i hope i can control the clutch, which is, the most difficult thing for me =/

Good luck to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and well, i felt sorry for the churches that were "bombed down" by mysterious people. I felt proud that the Christians in KL replied by, " Nevermind, It's okay" and didn't raise any arguments in public. But in conclusion, i believe those who did sinful things will be punished if they don't repent. Pray for all churches around the world will be safe =) Please be patient! Cheers ^^

=__________=

2010-01-08T14:43:00.009+08:00

This time, i came to blog not because i got emo agen =S is because...

THE ASSIGNMENT IS MAKING ME CRAZY T___T

How did the use of mutant mice enable Dr Erkki Ruoslahti and his team to identify the binding site of the new chemical they hope will lead to a novel cancer treatment?

What are the main advantages of using “knockout” mice in cancer research? And what, in your opinion, are the ethical arguments for and against the use of such organisms in scientific and medical research?

Explain why cancer cells need a greater blood supply than normal cells.

Question one is really giving me big headache.. Due on monday T__T

stupid biology assignment! RAWRRR! Currently having headache in researching knock out mice in cancer treatment. SIGH! now i realise why high school's life is much more better =D

oh ya! sorry for the mess in my blog! =X can't edit now, cos my google chrome is full of tabs about cancer cells and knockout mice.. ltr open more tabs from blogspot, KNOT TAHAN LIAO!!! *ready to jump off* =S

this is the thing that is making me go nuts =S

eating chocolates to relieve headaches. To take care of my weight, i chose food that are semi sweet =D

my name tag! *loves loves loves a lot!* somehow, my mobile number is a special number *for me and you! mwahs!*

Did u realise the photos i uploaded above seems to slim down and grow taller? =P All is due to my new baby ^^"

semi-touch screen! *understand?*

brothers are complaining why i bought such an expensive and low quality phone =C but nvm, i love it (: I'm happy and that's ok already! =D

black people are my loved ones. Black = Sexy. WAHAHHAHA~ lim daddy and i are trying out the camera =D so we VAIN!

i looks messy and much more fatter =S siao cha boh! x__X

aights~ have to leave bloggie now. Need to continue getting headache. sob sob~

anyone kolian me?

T______________________________________T

YEA!

2010-01-06T17:30:00.002+08:00

GOOD NEWS HAPPY NEWS!

Lazypig passed her driving law test succesfully! and with flying colors! 49/50! woots woots woots!

Thank God for the blessing (:

Thanks everyone for da greetings too! *loves* specially thanks to daddy, mummy and baby dear

*mwahs~*

One year older =/

2010-01-05T19:55:00.003+08:00

brrr~

it's rainy in kuching now. Very cold =S

Just started school? or uni? yesterday. It was very boring =( 9 students in class only, how to spell fun together? T__T No friends to talk at all, smile smile one got la.. LOL~ and the air cond si beh not cold de.. So hot. Library all is reference books, no story books at all. DISAPPOINTED! Somemore, no cheap cheap canteen's food. All is from Four Points and how they expect student to eat there. One plate of salad chicken rice RM 6. No choice, high class wa~ =/ but thank God that my house is quite near to school and i have an understanding dad. I will try my best not to let him fetch me up and down. Maybe i'll just stay at school till 4.30pm++? *sigh* instead of napping at home, i have to stay there doing nothing.. KOLIAN! sob sob..

Tomorrow will be the day for me to get old again. OLD OLD OLD~ lao cha boh liao T__T I got a present from my mum *as she promised me when she was in brunei* An Sony Ericsson Aino which is quite expensive. But, at least this is a reward for me being studying so very hard when i was in brunei =P Gonna use it tml, since it's my present. WAHAHHAHA~

my precious baby =D

WOOOTS! *high*

and ish! i am having my law test tml! Gonna post up tml whether lazypig pass or fail =S

worry and worries and worries!

*happy advanced birthday lazypig (:*

Happy New Year 2010~

2009-12-31T21:31:00.007+08:00

little clouds over my head, with lightning..

*not in good mood.. hmph*

ya ya~ it's new year eve, i should get happy right? Was in bad mood just now, now slightly better. At least still can blog abnormally =S

It's another year coming now. I am now one year older * just few more days only :(* How i hope i can always stay young and study endlessly in Brunei with all my loved ones. But still, life has to go on. So much more is waiting for us ahead! Trying to be optimistic, I have many more things to do starting 2nd January 2010! Getting my license, start new school life, get some all-new technology stuffs, dye my hair, attend my bro's wedding, holiday in Bali and KL. many many more! Life is full of mysteries huh~ (:

Kinda drunk now =S Lazypig went for a drink at kitchen just now, with family. Red wine + Black label martell x.x I drank them without any problem, but well, my blood is too much, face super red, eyes can't open like normal and very hot currently~ wonder what time i will fall asleep. Not bad also, not need to think so much or get disappointed. Teehee~ A way to escape =3

The red wine~ low quality x.x

the black label *see his B cup breast?* He still argue that his is bigger than mine =.=

brother pouring martell for me xD

My cup with black label martell

some red wine (: *red wine+ martell = slowly get drunk =X*

tan mummy and i xD

blackie daddy with me~ now u know why i am quite black.. i inherited the genes coding from my dad xS

before drinking wine

after drinking wine --> got red like what =S *not edited at all*

I had my orientation on 30th December. Guess how many ppl study A-level there? =C ONLY 6!! and in this case, 4 boys and 2 girls *including me* Connie, me, lucas, boon pin, dunno, apa hwa~ how sad! seems like lazypig gonna have little friends here dy! =S Sob sob~ UCSI is a small university, but small is better. No need to walk so far xD Gonna start my class on 4th Jan 2010, 8.30 am-2.30pm. Quite excited about the classes, except the fees i am about to pay soon. A book costs RM 80 to RM 100+. So expensive~ but worth it, i invest in books ;)

UCSI very own t-shirt! LOVE IT!

Lazypig had her Mock test for Driving Law today! My resuly ain't that good, but at least i passed! 42/50! wahahah~ Thank God =D My master is arranging time for me to go for the law test soon. Quite excited too~ wow, seems like i am full of excitement xD

I also got the new furnitures minister of finance promised me. Nothing special, but lazypig feels good all the time looking at the new furnitures xD Went with family to kenyalang just now to let minister of finance to take a look at my AINO. WAHAHAH~ GUESS WHAT! It was approved without any arguement. Teehee~ Oh my darlings, tell u! there are so many shoes like beleng one here. much more nicer and much more cheaper RM 39.90. darling, waiting u to come back for holiday! i mis you all lots ):

my dressing table (: blue door is the toilet..

wardrobe with sliding door. really love it lots!

Felt so lonely without you~ disappointed and yet, still trying to cheer up (: i know you need fun too, but somehow, most girls want to be with her loved ones during special day like this. Hahaha~ I just.... need you lots right now! but nvm, i am ok with it. A human can't live on with full satisfaction if he/she is too selfish all the time. We must always think for the others even it will hurt. Just hope you are having lots of fun right now, unlike me, being drunk to make myself felt anesthetized. Teeehee~

some random pics?

the super mini small printer from canon *a gift from bro* xD

teehee~ DURIANS outside my window.. woohoohoo~

lazypig with durian~!

my family members! blackie daddy, tan mummy and the evil brother =.=

webcam session~ wahahaha. me with my bolster :D

can't continue anymore, really drunk right now. Eyes are closing, but i am not going to sleep =D

What a day! =D

2009-12-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

YEEHHAA~

*high mood*

lazypig just got back from MBO @ tHe Spring. I watched 3D avatar with my bro. This is the best movie i watched this whole year! A very super duper thumb-up movie! (Y) (Y) (Y) Well, no need watch 3D, cos not a lot of 3D though throughout the movie. like the story board so much! especially when the war was about to start. but i wonder why it is called as "Avatar"

The worst part when watching movie in MBO is that u have to find a parking for at least 30 minutes, queue for almost half an hour for a ticket, 15 minutes for a drink/popcorn, queue for 10 minutes to pay the parking ticket *after 10pm one la* and take about 5 minutes to search for ur car because the parking is too wide and most people ring the car's alarm in order to know where their car is located. Furthermore, the drivers here are crazy T__T i always get a slight heart attack whenever i sit at the front passenger seat! Kuching's lorries are faster than motorcars and the motorbikes sometime owns one road! The main reason is because most owns a "P" --> Professional! I gonna be one too! ahahha~

Now, i realised how lucky i was when i watch movie at The Mall, Brunei. NO queue at all and the traffic is so much better than here! (: so brunei people, don't always complain liao ah! brunei really very good liao =D

Don't know why i am not tired now! teehee~ woke up at 7.15am to attend KPP for 5 hours ): It's one of the most boring classes i ever attended. Though the lecturer are quite humorous, I still find it stupid..HEHEHEH~ He said a lot of jokes like,

" My student told me, L --> LULUS, P-->PASS",
"i asked one of my student he pernah accident, student said NO, den he ask him again, pernah kemalangan tak, student said YES",
"Berapa pasang mata kamu ada? DUA pasang was our answer =S"

Hardly can remember, cos lazypig was too too tired, too too lazy ): The most embarrassing thing that happened today was everyone wore long jeans to the kursus, while i was the only one wearing short pants :$ :$ :$ :$ Sigh~ Hate the feeling lots. Lazypig gonna start studying the undang-undang starting tml and estimate to attend the test around 2/3 of january. Hope i can do it! (:

Geee~ Haven't been chatting properly with baby for few days because it's celebration season now, so he was busy everyday! so many ppl date him, but no one date the lonely pig here T__T just... miss him lots! felt so great that day when he said something that boost up my confidence in continuing our relationship! LOVE YA bii =D See, lazypig is learning now! she won't get emo like before when she was left alone! NO more emo, no more tears ^^v

See, this is my clone (:

Basketball is amazing, somehow, bball players are more amazing (:

2009-12-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

Still remembered i went to Lan Zhong to watch three bball matches, two were for HHY, one is for the Easyway vs the PROs ( i call la)

Some of the girls are usually noobie about balls stuffs. Undeniably, I am one of them ):

I always can't understand the ways bball players point here and there and also the moves the referees used to make during matches. Although i don't understand all these, I still love to get the feeling of adrenaline pumping wildly within my body. This usually happens when both teams' score are so so so so close and the time is running out and i am biting my nails uncontrollably. Teehee~

After being an audience of those exciting matches, I realized, bball players are as clever as, and as amazing as those bookworms. I really don't know how to explain my statement clearly, but thinking about the moment they are running like elephants around that bball area *because they run too hard giving out very loud ~~noises~~ voices*, the time that they shouted at each othere HERE! OPEN UR HANDS! GUARD THAT ONE!, the time they immediately shoot the ball into the basketball ring without stopping a moment to think.. i just can say, W-O-W! *for sakai like me la*

I say they are clever and amazing because their brains can generate so fast for some immediate skills in order to score for their own team. They also learn hard to play as a team! One team, one heart! so hard to achieve it. LOL~ Gahhh~ i don't know how to explain their cleverness! T___T But i believe, all athletes, in all kind of sports competition are as smart as all clever ones in studying! Athletes are just so so so hard to be described! For me, i think they are too good, because they can run the whole field endlessly for just one ball!

However, the worst thing i can see on the bball area is when the players get sweaty, especially sweaty hair and hands =D Imagine that u r just right behind one of the sweaty players, and he turn around to take a look the situation behind at fast speed, then his hair just.... FUUUU~ all the sweat droplets just FLY onto ur face. And when their muscular hands or elbow are rubbing against one another T__________________T oh gosh! for girls, we sure will YIIIIKKK and might rush to toilet for a bath!! but guys, normal la! They "exchange" sweat droplets with one another and tried the taste of each other's sweat, so it's quite fair dy! haha~trying to win a game requires sacrifices in terms of time, body *as in get muscle pain, sprains, knock out, etc* and money. HAHAH~

Plus, sometimes, i really don't like ppl sitting near to me who keep on criticising a bball player who is trying his/her best to win the game! from what i heard is, "walao eh, still stand there for what!" , "*rude words*, better don't play la!", " WTF! sub other in la, so lao ya this one* if u r so good, why are u stil an audience and not playing down there! just can't tahan them! I don't like ppl who like to criticise others, judge urself before judging others! *i know i still do, but i wil try to change it! (:*

All i can say is, Never ever look down on those athletes! Their brains are also as fast as yours, as complicated in arranging skills as urs, as immediate as urs *because some pandai ppl thought athletes are stupid just because they are poor in studies "damn those ppl" * Good in studies so what? When you are good in applying the knowledge you had in daily things you do, then, baru say urself pandai!

It's also good if ur partner is an athelete! Because they have something in them that others don't have =D

teehee~ don't know what the rubbish i am saying! =___=

To all athletes over the world :

U all are far too amazing!

*tsk~ i am much more admiring bball players!*

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

HO HO HO!

Santa lazypig is coming to kuching! =P

neh! can't feel the x'mas mood here! x.x

lazypig went to Food fair at MJC just now! *totally very very boring!* after tat, went to 小姑's stall to eat 菜头kueh at Jalan... bu zhi dao =S kuching is really very very complicated! so hard to memorize which road, apa namanya x.x and now, at home celebrating lazypig's 16th christmas =P miss the time i went for caroling during the past few years! best christmas ever =D last year x'mas, i was in china, waiting for snow with ah mok and bing bing they all. LOL~

dunno what to do now!! T__T felt so bored!

nvm! all these boredom gonna end soon! i just enrolled into UCSI for A level, not taking CIE but what london modular exam? sama kah? having orientation day on 30th December, starts at 9am and ends at 5pm. wonder what wil lazypig do in such a small university for this 8hrs T_T. It is just about, the secondary block of CHMS onli. LOL~

then, school gonna starts on 4th January! so excited about it! Brunei friends and those going aussie one starts school in march! Sounds great, but jobless one, quite sad =P Early start, early finish. A level here takes 18 months, exams every june and december. So roughly, i will be graduating from form 6 in June 2011 and pursue further studies in SG or KL (:

don't know why, but i can't feel my future. Sounds weird, but i really can't get a little bit of feeling from it! Who knows? Maybe the world is going to end soon! somehow, just continue life with hopes and smiles. Then, everything will be going great ^^ cheers!

These days, i slept around 2am and woke up @ 12pm to follow lim daddy to work *actually, not work la, just tipu minister and we go out shop shop, looking around xD* lim daddy just loves me so much. Blehs~ That day, lim daddy and i went to Saberkas to take a look at my ideal phone! The sony ericsson AINO caught my attention, especially the white one. *tsk~ sorry bro, tat time i said Aino is ugly, actually, nice =P* The price is around RM 1480(AP), if original one, RM 1770 *just because it includes the warranty which allows consumer to get repairs at SE branches* I am aiming for the AP one! =D I know i know, I-phone is better. but somehow, lazypig don't know how to use an I-phone. how noob she is! furthermore, it's more expensive too (:

take a look at this beauty!

Brother and i planned to watch 3D avatar,which a lot ppl say quite kick ass, at the Spring, somehow, no midnight watch! 3D here costs RM 20! neh, just go try out la! sometimes, money should be wasted to make ourselves happy and to keep our life full of colors! teehee~ *but lazypig can be very karit one xD*

lazypig got new furnitures too! estimate to arrive her room this weekend! woots! new wardrobe, dressing table, computer table, mayb new phone and laptop! so good! my life seems quite perfect already.. Loving God, family, friends, baby, relatives, little stuffs... ^^ I fight for all these in high school! When u study hard and get results that can fulfill ur parents requirements, most of the time, things u really want badly can reach ur hand easily. teehee~

nah nah nah~

a year just end like this! and so many things happened in my life! Feel quite refreshed and energetic now to welcome the new year! so excited! hehe~

lazypig gonna GAIN WEIGHT again later, dinner at william fat pig hse + 26th dec, dinner for mum's bro-in-law b'day + 27 dec, my eldest niece b'day! will upload my vain photo soon to let my dear friends to take a look at the fat fat, red red, short short punya lazypig =D

gotta stop for the time being!

love you!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

2009-12-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

*sigh*

Felt so... lazy, tired and depressed today.

Wonder why bad things keep on approaching me and hurt me?

Has been moody for few days, and today, i thought every thing will change, but no.. it's still the same. I'm moody agen ): just hate it so much when this happens, because everyone will start to despise me.

Didn't sleep well for nights, tough nights for someone who is so weak and fragile like me, Someone who has been too relying/depending on someone like me.. I never get a chance to win this silly game.

wonder.. how should i handle all these things? I'm growing up and i can't keep being like this....

is there someone better who can make me happier, stronger and matured?

i seriously need that person...

Rainy Day! =P

2009-12-19T17:00:00.004+08:00

woohoo~

it's a rainy day today! *cooling~* lazypig had a nice afternoon in The Spring ^^

Minister of Finance AKA Tan mummy bought three pair of socks for me from 3 Dots. Orange one :D lazypig fall in love with orange deeply because..... TEEHHE~~

orangy!

lazypig also bought two bottles of nail polish from The Faceshop! dunno the color fits my nails or not, but neh, just bought to satisfy human needs :D The price is quite resonable, the pinkish one is RM 7.90 while the shining brown is RM 3.90. CHEAP! :D *envy those who have long long nails!* lazypig promised herself that she wil TRY to give her nails a chance to grow like a ladieh~ *49.999% of success!* sighhh T_T

UNWRAPPING IT!!! *excited*

TA DAAA! ^^

lazypig came back kuching/ leave brunei almost two weeks le =S I was very strong at the first few days, but sigh, lazypig still broke down ytd and ytd's ytd, missing him and my friends ): especially when i hug his bolster so so so tightly, making me remembering of him T_T baby has been quite busy these days. Outing, match and parteh.. miss him badly! Tried very hard of not asking him to text/online chat with me when he is out, as a result, i broke down. How stupid i was! mayb.. i was just jealous i couldn't be happy together with him or he is so happy without me.. How stupid ah this pig! But it's okay, cos God wants me to learn to be strong from all these stuffs! I have to move forward (:

Jia you to HHY team for today's match! TSB too! =D

lovess~

2009-12-18T20:56:00.006+08:00

^^"

It's public holiday today! but we teenagers won't care =D we are stil on our own sweet hols! xD

lazypig has her hair cut today! at Mike Saloon! *thumbs up!* althou it's stil concave, i like it. Quite different from the ones in Brunei. I was suggested by Mike to dye hair in new year! GUESS WAT! minister of finance AKA Tan mummy AGREES! She suggested me to straighten my hair, but no need lar, enuf straight liao. hahaha! tsk tsk~ =D

do nothing but facebook-ing, day dreaming, sleeping more than 8 hrs... i'm so so so jobless... can't wait to start school and meet my new friends! *sekali no friends T_T*

ytd i found out sth i-don't-understand in malaysia bank note *sth weird with the Jawi writing*

I tot from this note*the part i circle*, it will be BANGK~ sounds so not correct? can anyone explain to me?! =S if for me, isn't it shud be written as:

See~ this one, the circle one, is NG = riNGgit. Hmm~ i'm wrong? hehehe.

*see.. how jobless i has been =C*

Lazypig has been putting up weight lately! Eating and sleeping without exercise T_T i wantED to walk out to the park outside my new home *tsk tsk~ cos i wanna try out the new shoes we chose together*, but i felt so lazy and baby said it's not safe. nanti ada orang mahu kidnap babi yang besar ini xD *no one wil want to =.=*

after some hard search with mummy and baby =P

then..

TA DAaAAaa!!

i got these from hua ho bunut! like it~ there's an orange one, but sigh, not so nice x.x

Lazypig also has been very rajin searching for new layout for bloggie, unfortunately, lazypig found it hard to get the right one. can anyone give me links or address??!! Poor bloggie T_T i found one lamb lamb de, but it's kinda childish. Will you all mind? *cos i am too lazy to search anymore..* SORRY! =S

lazypiggy wanna sign off now! she's kinda depressed T_T now going to read newspaper den sleep, hoping for a better tml and waiting anxiously for results to come out!

sweet dreams to me!

mwahs~

A New Home

2009-12-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

HALO PEPO!!

lazypig is back agen.. xD

for more info, she is in kuching now, her new home! ^^

I just got internet on my pc so i onli have the feeling to blog now =P but but but, currently lazypig sakit perut T_T so, i have to wait the happy mood come so i can start to edit the layout and make my blog alive with new posts =D RAWRR! i am just so excited cos i have internet on my pc!! can PPS can dwnload stuffs, wow~ just so happy xD

i got Maxis line too, so friends, if u wanna stay in contact with me, just ask me in MSN k.. (:

Lazypig is JOBLESS now.. SIGHHH~ wanna find part time job but it's too late now. cos i am starting my studies in jan 4th with orientation day on 30th dec. den two days after my school starts, DRIVING CLASSES! WAHAHHAHAHAHA~ >=D i started to study Law last week! Baby said i'll fail my driving test T_T at first i say NO WAY but after studying Law, i felt that it's so hard! so many signs, apa apa la.. SIGH~ kelian de lazypigg T_T dun even know can pass law test or not =( *tsk tsk~ my bro teach me to choose the longest ans and it wil be the correct one! xD*

these days, lazypig is attracted by 喜羊羊与灰太郎. it's really a very very nice cartoon (Y)(Y)(Y) suggest those who like cartoon to watch it.. i like 懒羊羊！got shit shit on his head de xD

a bua bua bua~ i'm so lazy lazy now =P

stop blogging now!

and oh ya~ www.kennysia.com. a very nice blog.. *thumbs up* (: visit it.. haha~

lazypig wan bye bye le lo! i really wil update soon! ^^

loves <3

(:

2009-11-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps!

lazypig is back to her blog, finally. HEHEHE

i know, the layout was lost and somehow, this blog seems DEAD! Probably, i will re edit this blog after i go back to kuching in 12 days time? sigh.. ):

it's extremely sad to leave Brunei's loves, friends, church.. but! i must look far and move forward! i mustn't lock myself in the past, for the past is just memories, i cannot go back to it anymore (: *trying very hard to stay positive!* Furthermore, I've already planned *a bit* about the things i wil do once i go back kuching =p

Visit my little nieces!!! woots~ *i love babies :D
Find a part time job
Find my college, whether to take A level or terus masuk foundation
Decorate my newly furnished master bedroom.. just can't wait to see my new lappy, new mobile, new wardrobe, new computer table, the orange-painted wall, new hairstyle, new hair color! IT'S ALL NEW!
SHOP for new clothes, new shoes, a make-up set!
GET MY LICENSE after 6th Jan xD
download PPS and get myself stickin onto the chair watching the countless movies from day to night
find a church to settle down (:

these.. mayb just part of it.. WAKKAKA~ i am afraid of breaking down so i wan to keep myself busy.. but anyhow, i still wil cry no matter how.. especially night time before i sleep ): i found out i need him to make me go to sleep sweetly.. and when i go back, i have to change and it will be so heart-aching.. somehow, he had become part of my life.. i fall for him, and now i have to stand up myself from the fall.. sob sob.. the worst is, i might start my classes during april if i am taking A level. so, it might means THREE MONTHS OF TORTURING MYSELF T____T

sigh.. i got a little bit moody after some chatting and i lose the mood to blog now.. sorry ): i wil blog soon.. so sorry i got emo agen.. sorry..

There's Nth special on a special nite

2009-10-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

fuu~

a lonely night.. totally no one at home.. =/ no one to chit chat with, no one to accompany me see the moon.. hai~ *can't even see the moon from my hse's corridor.. damn*

actually i said nt gonna blog for one month right.. but tonite, my feeling is very messed up althou i tried very hard to stay happy and calm.. hai~ only can come to blog and throw everything out =C

feel kinda... left out today..

being disappointed is a very very very bad thing.. it's one of the worst thing on earth..

Love is blind...? take a cloth, blindfold yourself and then go love someone..

i just wanna tel you, you're the best person on earth who can make me cry and raise hell.. if the connection was super damn bad and i can't get connect to internet ytd, nothing would had happen i guess.. my fault agen eh i guess?

woman requires a man to understand her, unfortunately, all man say they dunno WTH a woman is thinking.. +reverse arguement too.. fuala~ i'm F up now..

left out? not left out? left out? not left out? left out? not left out? left out? yea.. i am left out..

wat to do.. do my own thing, pass da time myself, drink de tea myself, see the sky myself, emo myeslf.. love myself is the best..

tat time i really dun wan to go back to kuching.. but now, the feeling of going back is so urging.. i wanna leave this sad place, put everything down and start a new life.. i am excited to live in a new master bed room and have new friends.. so.. peeps, you all think i should start study in jan or april?? jan, nt enuf rest le.. april.. hai.. alone at home make me emo nia.. LOL.. God owes has a plan for me ;) cheers~

dun wan emo liao..

so kns..!!

*currently, 0.000000001% mis you and 99.9999999% hate you like WTS*

2009-09-30T10:59:00.001+08:00

hey peeps~

actually i planned to update my blog..

but well, due to laziness and exam is coming up soon.. lazypig officially announced that..

she wil stop blogging for two months! sorry =S

i love ejun *she requested this :D*

Cherish <3

2009-08-21T23:10:00.006+08:00

a cold and lonely night.. *nose traffic jam x.x*

:) or :S ??

haha~

neh.. used to it liao~

haven't been blogging for... ermm.. about few days??

no more emo~ cos i am tired of being emo.. just make me got white hair T_T today ah jun darling pulled out two strains of whitish/silver-ish hair.. sob sob~

recently, i broke down due to too stress =S tat day, i cried in the teachers' office.. *i know.. very pai seh x_X* i actually really tried very hard to control, but well~ hmm hmm~ i am a weak girl and i easily broke into a flood of tears.. at that very moment, i just realised.. i am actually so stress and F up about my studies.. i thought i can manage it.. but hehe.. i actually can't.. but thanks to all the teachers that approached me.. Teacher S, Teacher Y, Teacher K, Teacher M.. thanks for their comfort and i finally can overcome it.. Tat day, i realised how loving and caring my teachers are.. i was really very touched that day *even till now, when i am typing this post, i cried...i really appreciate them* The way they patted softly on my shoulder, conforting me and stop me from crying, and how willing they are to help me.. I... not just respect them, bt love them too as a very very dear friend.. i really don't know how to express my gratitude to them.. =S I LOVE YOU TEACHERS!!! ^^" *sorry Teacher M that i broke your heart :D sorry!!* and i wanna really wanna say a special thanks to a very special teacher who is so supportive and understand my feelings, even look through my eyes.. only she saw the stress i was having, and the pain i am enduring.. teachers... i really.. love you all...

no matter how far i go, i will always remember you all, for guiding me through the times i am really very helpless and lost my direction =) 我会勇敢面对挫折，绝对不会被它们击倒！！

well, i really damn wanna complain sth in blog blog.. but sight.. not to waste my precious time on these useless and Sking matters ;) enjoy life dude xD

lalala~ i have a joke to share with those who are able to read chinese! xD

有一天，小牛哭着冲回家。牛爸爸看到小牛如此，便问他发生了什么事。

小牛说：“刚刚我去了小鸡。要回家时，小鸡和它的家人，甚至全村子的鸡，都追着我，骂我，想打我。”

牛爸爸便好奇地问："你是不是欺负小鸡呢？还是你偷了他的东西？”

小牛回答说:"没有啊~ 我只是在回家前，我……………………………………”

now! can you guess what the little cow cow said which led him almost got beaten up?? *ans will be at end of post =D*

i checked my mail just now and i received a very cute, yet meaningful email from ah mok.. i really like it and i think, it's good that i share them with you all =D

lalala~

lazypig is very lazy now.. she is sleepy >.<" now, i shall end the post with the answer... the answer is.... 小牛回答说:"没有啊~ 我只是在回家前，我对他们说，小鸡BYE, 母鸡BYE, 公鸡BYE，全部鸡BYE!! ”
*read it out and get what i mean?? xD*

funny kah??　*cold wind blow by.. and the gagak drop a tahi on your head :S*

BLA BLA BLU BLU~~

bye bye!!! will be back after second trial?? :D* and selamat hari raya puasa!! May your God bless you all ;D

*no longer need you to kill my loneliness*

其实,我们并不快乐……

2009-08-16T17:32:00.001+08:00

现在拥有的快乐只是短暂的……

我也不明白为何我们还要勉强,让彼此那么难过……

the trust between us is fading away, and it is tearing us apart..

trying to ignore everything will be alright but i can't..

trying to let go but it hurts, trying to love but it hurts too..

can you tell me what to do now?????????????

this feeling has haunted me for days.. and it upset me for days... i can't take it anymore..

i am tired..

don't you???

The unwelcomed hormones

2009-08-15T22:46:00.006+08:00

hmmm~

don't know what i can do to make myself feel better.. i off and dumped my phone to dunno where.. eat one bar of huge tolberone, eat maggi mee, pin up my hair, came to blog.. because my body is currently with overflowing of emo hormones and moody hormones =/ who cares~

my saturday night shouldn't be like this =(

why i am owes emo... this gonna be an emo blog liao.. sigh..

i am pissed off, sad and SHIT =S

first of all.. i am quite or very very =( because she don't let me go to kk with frens after my o level.. i don't know why she just can't let me spend my last few weeks with friends.. it's just few days difference.. does it really matter?? i really wonder how grown up think? sighh~ just 5 days nia.. does it really matter a lot??

second, stupid cambridge.. 11 nov chemistry 1&2 noon chinese 1&2, next day A MATHS 1 AND COMMERCE!! how can i study? walao eh.. i think that night i probably will be pulling my hair or temporary emotionally breakdown =S shit.. commerce and a maths le... now i feel a bit regret i took commerce =( sob sob.. stupid stupid stupid and brainless!!!

third, the Fking relative velocity.. i was about to cry in my tuition when i was doing this chapter.. hell, i really don't know what is going on with this chapter.. especially when it is linked to physics *my poorest science of all* GIRLS HATE PHYSICS!@()@$&^*@%&@#$^# i really wanna give up on this chapter liao.. sob sob..

sigh~

is it that a girl or boy get jealous is normal? or is it bad? sometimes, i really cannot stop myself from thinking a lot or even get jealous.. i even feel that i am very selfish for keeping him with me.. don't i? i am about to leave soon, why don't i just let him go so someone better can cheer him up or make him happier?

明明知道后果不会是好的，为什么还要逞强在一起？
我们一直以为的幸福，只是未来的痛苦……

i really hate life being so unfair.. let him go, i say no, let him come back, i say no.. =( just spam my tagboard and tel me i sux.. sob sob..

wonder why this world was initially created to be unfair? i did a little servay and asked few of my frens what is the most most unfair thing in this world..

ms.happx: why some people eat so many don't get fat whereas some eat so many and gain a lot of weight..

ms.J: man and woman are very unequal.. because man can't feel what is it being a woman. woman suffer a lot, especially the nine months =/

ms.A: why some people's life is so happy whereas some don't..

ms.L: human rights..

me: why people can't live equally =( why there is judgement every where?

of all, i really agree with ms.J. NO MAN can't truly feel what a woman feel during the nine months.. the vomitting, the nausea, unable to sleep ar night, the pain to suffer, the tears to shed, stress, emotional disturbance.. no man can really feel it.. this is why most child stick to their mother rather than the father.. xD i love to stick around with my dad.. wahahha~

this world will be far more better if man and woman can give birth too :D imagine a man have a baby.. haha~ imagine the way a man screaming when he was about to give birth.. hahaha~

sigh~ jun, i miss you =) i realise sometimes i miss her too.. haha~ she's my forever darling =D only she can cheer me up when i am down in school.. i love her ^^

bla bla bla~ EMO hormones are gone now.. feeling better.. =)

don't know what to say now.. just.. stay cool and happy..hehe

sorry readers.. i know you all know me well from all my posts.. you all shud know i owes emo a lot :S sorry..

gtg~ back to study =D

*i hate you right now*

Lifeless

2009-08-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

call me EMO or watsoever.. i'm just so moody and in the pits.. hmm~

life is just so miserable during this F moment =/ no one to talk to, no one who can listen to me.. there is one.. my very dear fren.. but i dun want to disturb her.. now i only realise my life will be so quiet if i lost all my frens.. especially her and her and her.. =( i mis her lots... how i wish she is now beside me and tell me everything will be ok... i need you now :(

sometimes, i reali dunno why i wanna make my life so miserable, so complicated!! but mayb a human is born to live a complicated life? the so called L-I-F-E? i wonder, is it i am the only one who can't avoid being moody or emo???? Is it most people tend to be optimistic and i am the only who is very damn pessimistic and can't pul myself out from the pits?? damn! i really hate myself being so S now...

tat day, someone say i am sensitive.. yes.. i am 100% sensitive to all positive and negative things.. i mind a lot bout how ppl feel and the way they are looking at me.. if you give me just one sad smile or a fiery eyes, i will start to think a lot and making lots of assumptions.. see? i am just so S sometimes.. if i was in the scene or ard you, talking with you before you gave me sth negative, i will feel i did sth wrong and i start to feel guilty.. sigh~ my weakness: i don't know how to fight back, i scare people get angry of me, i can't stop being negative.. and so so so many more..

i am the most imperfect of the imperfect.. don't tell me no one is perfect.. there is.. just not TOTALLY perfect..

i am sorry.. i couldn't make you happy.. i only know how to make you angry.. this is all i can do for you.. i'm sorry.. i really wanna stay so far away from you and cry myself to sleep because i really don't want to hurt you anymore.. i am a stupid, a S-ker, a nerdy..... i can make you angry but i can't lose you... tell me how stupid i am???

少了一份关怀，少了一份信任，少了一点疼爱，我有了全世界又如何？

sorry i sucks in this post..

say me as you like..

the footsteps..

2009-08-05T20:02:00.005+08:00

a random post today? =D

after three days back to normal class, quite ok~ results were great :D but i can do better than this! hehe~

just very *sigh* with the badly polluted air here.. it's hazy everywhere~ I have been thinking of wearing a mask(due to the very very unpleasant smell of the air) when i walk to school but i feel it's kinda weird weird de if i wear one =S I DON'T KNOW!! T_T mayb i will wear one tomorrow.. the situation worsen everyday.. The sun is getting more orangy!! hais~ when can it rain?!!!

these days i am extremely tired.. don't know why.. =S i love to sleep very very much.. even fall asleep when chatting with dear dear.. sob sob~ didn't study much too.. oh oh x_X having commercial studies test on monday!! so many topics to study T_T

so many people walk in and out of my life.. but those who left valuable and memorable footsteps are just those.. I really hope i can have this kind of friends for life.. but everytime our friendship blossom, den we start to lose communication and this very special friendship just slipped away like that.. sometimes, once friendship deepens, then problems arise. People tends to say, the more closer the very best friends get together, the more problem wil happen.. So hard to build a friendship, so hurt to let it go.. but i believe, once a friend, forever will be friend. sometimes, we really should try to repair the broken friendship.. We really shouldn't ignore the broken friendship and pretend everything will be fine, and even give many many alasan to put it aside.. The one who is willing to make the first step is the one who live their life to the fullest.. Saying a sorry even though you are not wrong is hard, but if you really love that friend and still wanna be friends.. we should try making the first move, and continue to move on until the person realise everything.. This is what i learnt from 生命知见工作坊. Choose the best friends and let go the one who isn't best for you.. Friends are everywhere, just depend how we choose.. =)

don't know why i am saying all these o ji pa la things.. but i believe this happens in everyone life,in every stages of life.. TOPIC CLOSED..

SOB SOB.. i have to study A level next year in kuching.. last time mami owes say A level so waste time, so firm told me must not study A level.. but now.. hais~ but no choice o.. If i wanna study in IMU, i need to have A level certificate.. HAIS~ i will join the april intake.. first three months, GET LICENSE and get a part time job!! woohoo~

planning to score the top this year and dig something from my parents and brothers =D planning to change phone.. either SATIO or W995! and get a laptop!! hahaha~ demanding too much? NO WAY!! i am studying very hard.. wakaka~ daddy! prepare your big big red packet with many money inside first o~ your girl wanna dig dig dig... wakkaka!

satio.. quite Elegant.. i like the red color.. 12.1-megapixel camera with Xenon flash and intuitive touch focus. WAH SEHH!!! haha~

W995.. quite nice~ but it looks a bit similar to an old version of sony phone.. forgot wat model it is.. hehe~

W995 vs Satio!! hahaa~

lalala~ dream too much, think too much.. HAHAHA

till here den!! so lazy now.. haha~

bye bye!!

*never wan you to be hurt <3*

The time is moving on..

2009-08-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

YOOOHHHA!@#$%^&&*()

lazypig is finally back!! *shud be back ytd, but lazypig... hiak hiak hiak*

just finished my trial exams.. *shake head, not good not good* =/ can feel myself didn't prepare myself fully for this trial.. all i did is expect the worst to come out T_T 20 more days, and it gonna be my second trial+ my O level oral exams.. sob sob.. guess i can't get enough sleep already =( AND YEA~~!! exams make me fat.. i owes wan to eat and eat to generate "electricity" for my brain =S, fatty bum bum.. hais~

since i had to stay home to study everyday, no special events happened throughout this two week..

ytd went to snowhouse eat the new product~ melon.. woots.. it's quite nice, bt too big, eat till stomach wan burst already.. haha.. and then went to somewhere in gadong to accompany ah chau koko and ah bii eat dinner.. from him and ah bii, i realise.. oh noo!! guys can actually eat so many stuffs!! they sure have very super duper big digestive system.. i ate just that bowl of snow ice already wan faint liao.. they stil can eat a plate of rice!!!! X_X what are man made of!! so scary de.. xD

bla bla bla~ *i miss you ah bii, i know you are reading my post ;)*

hmm~ this year prom night.. is kinda unstable.. =S well 2008 seniors! most of us are praising you all for being so co-operative.. :D *we are jealous* hahaha~ this year batch, really hais~ bagai enau dalam belukar, melepaskan pucuk masing masing.. some even 傻傻 don't know what is happening.. can't blame them, everyone too focus on trials :) i don't know!!! all my cha bohs not going, so mayb i am not going too.. sob sob~ I DON'T KNOW!! *pull hair T_T* i just wanna spend more time with my BFFs and ah bii dear.. i gonna leave on early december.. mana ada mood wan go prom liao.. sure cry till like cha boh.. hais!! went through so much, now the ending is still so bad.. i guess, God always has a plan for me.. all i can do is trust Him =)

another monday agen.. =S in which i will be getting my test paper back *DANK* can't expect anything going to be well.. sigh~ nvm!! learn from the past mistakes and study smart for my coming second trial ^^

bla bu bla bu... gonna stop here le wor.. kinda not used to blogging liao as i had not been blogging for quite a time.. hehe~

lazypig will be backk... dunno when xD

BYE!!

*tell me i will always be your princess <3*>

He's the ONE <3

2009-07-12T19:11:00.003+08:00

gee~

not much to say, but just wanna post 2 pics i found from web and it's W-O-W *for me*.. :D

he is flying~! *his porky leg xD* mwahs *<3*

woohoho~ bottom row second from the left! no.11! he is the man.. wahahah~

*simply love to be yours ^^*

It's sickening!

2009-07-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

=S

at least three weeks+ didn't update my blog le? cos i am getting lazier and lazier.. x_X thought of updating it because felt bad to my readers and wanna announce that..

lazypig won't update her blog until 1st August(after first trial)

sorry!! xS

just started school for five days, but i am having super black panda eyes. Sobs~ i slept for 7 or 8 hours a day but sigh~ something wrong with my cell or my organ? haha.. my body system is malfunctioning. LOL.

school is still ok, walaupun so many hwk~ *use to it liao la.. hais~*. H1N1 is quite ok too~ but some students are still being infected. felt so sorry for them. I heard my mum said if you are infected with H1N1, when they are admitted into the hospital, the nurses will stuck a hose or pipe or watever into your nose to "dig" out sth to be examined. It sounds scary right? my mum told me that most of the patients, even adults, cried like a kid. "hey~! it's really pain you know!" so, better don't get infected and drink more water peeps! flood your stomach with water, not food! hahah~

and for me~ BREAKING NEWS today.. damn~

i felt like throwing up in the toilet whenever i think of this. And that scene is haunting me every sec.

It was like this.. i always walk to school, so i will cross the carpark(opposite sheraton) before i can get to school. Today is friday, so it shud be empty, *it's always empty during fridays* as i owes love to look around, i noticed a car with its driver's door wide open! i tot it was just normal morning jogger, but to my super damn big surprise, i noticed the MAN is not wearing pants ( it was obvious cos his leg there was really empty without any sign of short pants and triangular/suqre panty or watever) AND GOSH~ i saw his hand moving up and down and his expression is those pervert's expression and kinda shiok punya expression. When i almost reached his car, i found out he was masturbating. WTF?! It's really a shame to all guys! how can he do this! this is Brunei dude! it's not america! it's not that i am not open minded or wat! but this is really a very very shy shy thing that you should not do in public. Why don't he masturbate in his own toilet, why should he do it in a public place with the car's door open wide,as if he want the world to know that he know how to do it!??? it should be closed instead! walao~ i really wonder what's happening nowadays. i am not ashame of telling my readers all these because this is happening in real life and this is a matter that should be concerned. People seems to have lose their moral values and did *dirty* things without fear. somemore, he is an adult, he should think wisely! how can he assume that there won't be any people walking pass the carpark! gosh~ my friend(who usually walk to school too) told me that she had once met one too! at the gerai there! just pull down his pants and do that thing! they used that thing unwisely and in a public! who will be attracted to him! i feel more like cutting it off and dun let him celebrate father's day! walao eh.. so damn pissed off now!!! brainless MAN!!! guys, you can be a pervert within your heart, but please, don't be one in the public. it's really so shameful!!

gosh~ fires are trying to overtake my heart now! hmm~ this world is really wrong wrong wrong!! and i dunno why i owes met pervert! damn! this is the second time! these perverts shud be jailed or send them to a school and teach them moral values agen!! i am not afraid of voicing out cos this is sth that everyone shud be concerned of!

i just had sin chew daily thinggy quiz and it was ok~! Hope i can get in to the final! haha~ cos if you are chosen to enter the final round, you can get a rm70 voucher to tiara beach resort in m'sia and a Flavette's hamper! woo~ imagine i change the rm70 to brunei dollars!! wahahha~ *eye become money sign! wink wink*

bla bla~ have to stop now! cos i have to fininsh four a-maths past year paper and two biology past year paper! hais~

till here le o! see lazypig back on 1st august ;) take care ya everyone!

*thanks for being supportive to me <3*

Low EQ =S

2009-07-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

sorry~

seems like ages i din update my blog loo.. i was really lazy due to the extended holiday.. T_T not in the mood to study and to blog..

damn~ i just hate a TOO LONG holiday now.. cos i cannot do anything, especially when the H1N1 cases keep rising everyday.. all i can is stay in this room and read my BOOKS! *just pretending to read :D*

i am attracted to use facebook liao.. cos i can play the games to kill my time everyday.. time really past so very fast! just 4 more months and i am leaving here! hais~ ah boy just left to KL today oh.. kinda *又多一个fren飞走liaw* nvm~ ah mok and others, i am coming to KL soon! wait for me ;) haha~ kinda happy i am going KL in 4 months time~ and kinda EXTREMELY sad i am leaving brunei so soon.. so many things to put down =S

don't know why kinda emO these days~ too boring kwa T_T

i wonder how my brain functions? Why i have such low EQ.. well, i admit that i owes EMO and think a lot, very sensitive and extremely very scare to see people getting angry at me.. i think all these is developing into a phobia for me =/ i am a crying baby and i am very weak+totally sensitive.. i don't know what is quarrel.. the result of me quarreling with someone is.. i end up the loser and hide somewhere crying.. once these happens, i think a lot and i get insomnia.. see, i really have -100% EQ.. sigh~ how stupid lazypig can be sometime.. but God created me this way and i have to accept it =) Pray that God will help me to increase my EQ xD

RARGHHH!!

i am totally BLANK BLANK now~ cos i have to no mood to blog.. more interested in playing gameS :) dun worry! this habit will stops once school re opens agen x) and hope lazypig will continue to blog once more =)

TATA~

holiday agen sigh

2009-06-28T22:04:00.004+08:00

T_T

holiday is extended for one more week! aights~

ada good and bad de lo~

good is take more rest before lazypig get "killed" by the exams and enjoy my "sweet" time first.. LOLS

bad is.. ltr cannot finish syllabus den teacher tiap hari bagi xtra calsses, even more tired =S will the government say there's no more hols in sept?! sobs sobs~ furthermore, lazypig gonna sleep more = eat more = gain weight =X gain weight agen!!!!! RARGHHH~~!!!!

hais~ now stop one week school~ means delay getting de disease one more week? haha.. but when school reopen, the H1N1 will go away ma?

BLA BLA BLA~ in conclusion, health more important.. no healthy= no play and study.. LOL

this gonna be a short post.. cos i can't connect my phone to the pc to transfer the pics i took =)

and yea!

happy b'day to vanessa leng lui =D

*hope she like the donuts we did.. HAHAH~*

that's all lo~ mind is currently very empty and 心不在焉(lazypig's version of translation --> heart is at somewhere xD) *ah bii finally online!*.. blehs~

*사랑해 <3*>

What A Night =D

2009-06-26T00:27:00.007+08:00

whoosh~!

lazypig had a very very fun and NOT boring night! =D kinda in a high mood.. blehs

around 8pm like that, lazypig drank aussie red wine with mami and my neighbor. It's quite tasty *although it has a spicy poking feel* ;) after just that little bit of wine, i got hot and started to sweat. *hey! it's not that i am a bad drinker!* just blood circulation ok xP i still remember once i drank 3 bottles + of vodka juice (not pure one la of cos -.-") den when i wanna walk down the stairs(i actually mabuk liao), i missed one step and slipped down for about three steps! *ouch! my butt hurts =S* neh~ i am a 30% good drinker :D seh ka liao~ pig drink wine. LOL

the red wine X)
16.5% alcohol~

just this little bit =S

den, 11pm go out with ah chau koko and shun bian fetch ah bii dear to gadong ;P when on the wat to gadong, i notice the big toyata advertisement outside NBT.. when i read it from quite a distance.. i tot it wrote MIGHTY PIG FORTUNER.. when i actually passed by, it is MIGHTY BIG FORTUNER.. =.=" lazypig eyesight got problem liao =S i am getting lame agen.. eu shud try and see that when you are passing NBT.. lols~

we went to snow house and i requested for Peanut flavour. Gosh~ the staff ( i think is patrick) gave me such a very very big bowl, the first time i get such a tall mountain of snow-ice =S sigh~ you helped me to gain weight!! i just found out my short pants are getting tighter.. OMGoodness~ i am really gaining weight! last time i kept teasing mami for getting fatter, and now, i am getting fatter myself.. sobs sobs T_T nvm! when school reopens, i will lose the weight i gained during this holiday ;)

11.30pm ah bii left with his frens they all loo. Shuang lo him, can go fren hse play bouncer and lots lots.. me ler, stuck in this tiny room. *tell me why~ why why~* so sien weh left me alone =S dun wan fren ah bii le.. tml nite me lonely lagi.. sat nite lagi.. hais~ used to it liao la! =/ but ler, still ok la. baby at least brighten up my day with tat call =p

ah bii: hello

me: hello, who you wanna find?

ah bii: can i talk to shirley?

me: she's not in. she went out.

ah bii: Then who are you?

me: i am her sister ;)

ah bii: ahhh~ nvm la. i find you talk talk also not bad

me: =S xS x_X walao eh~ yuan lai you are like this de!!

*burst into laughters for about 3 mins*

ok~ i am lame. but for me, it's really urghhh~~ so stupid right.. i am always so childish.. dunno why!! when i can grow up and be a WOMAN.. HHAHAHA~ seh liao liao xP

After ah bii left, i emo there. Then, ah chau koko say bring me go to a place.. he said he gonna teach me how to drive!!! we went to the big empty carpark opposite sheraton hotel.. It's LAZYPIG FIRST EXPERIENCE TO DRIVE!!! the feel is really awesome and it's like... i am already 18 years old!! woots~ controlling the car direction, stepping the brake... WOOTS~ i asked ah chau koko to video it down.. as memories.. WAKAKKA~

very sakai right.. i am just too excited to drive a car!! can't stop smiling.. i drove ard the car park many times and den, ah chau koko said i can drive back home, but when i was about to get out from the carpark.. i accidentally stepped the brake too hard and.. hais~ the car seems like dropping down into the longkang =S haha~ heard a quite loud "BANG" at the end and we can't stop laughing.. xD

haha~ part 2! i started to drive from the gerai there.. it's kinda easy as it's a straight road.. seh ka liao lo.. me so sakai =S

*sorry ah police~ no more next time le eh? and i will wear safety belt if i have a next time =D will drive very carefully =) * next time when i come back to visit brunei agen, i sure will drive all my frens around x) mami say i can get my license next year in m'sia, meaning, after my 6th Jan 2010 b'day! wooohoo!! my life gonna get exciting! xD

well, after some considerations, i decided to switch to study in medical courses, and i end up with the choices of either biomedical science or medical biotechnology. Mostly, i think i will go to study this course in International Medical Uni at bukit jalil, KL. Swinburne in kuching also has biotech but.. hais~ i am kinda confused and don't know choose which one. first of all, if i study in kuching, i need not worry about my living condition, meals etc. and mami say she will buy me a car if i study there!! a car for lazypig to drive!!! hais~ In kl, i think IMU is better as the uni is more specified on medical field whereas swinburne is more on technology. I think lar~ in Kl, more shopping for lazypig, more visiting places and lazypig is exposed to a wider environment. but if study in kl, i have to worry my living place, transport cost, meals, safety etc. Hais~ so hard for me to choose~ but i think, i 75% wil go for biomedical sci, cos i like to do experiments and researches( pathology and forensic) sart right?? but before i can go to IMU, i still have to pursue my foundation at monash, sunway kwa? hais~ just few more months for me to think =/

bla bla bla~ 1:15 am le o... must stop liao.. or else the harimau ltr wake up throw bomb at me agen =S

good *morning* everybody!

sleep tights yea ^^v

*i don't miss you! <3*>

Vain Season

2009-06-24T21:08:00.005+08:00

*sigh*

bla bla bla~ so boring and so lazy ;P

miss you baby =$

lazypig spent three nights playing with the html codes.. too boring til nothing to do liao =S

and now, lazypig gonna spend three lonely night myself, again.. today is da first night =/

well, let's not think so much and now, lazypig don't know what to do except trying to be a ghost and get vain =D

NOTICE: if you don't wanna have nightmare, just shoo shoo away and stop scrolling down now! =) sorry if lazypig cause you to have nightmares =S

getting crazy with my specs =.="

trying to imitate the world's most lao ah mah =D

gila babi with her specs =S

what a fake smile >=) trying out adobe xD

noob~

fat right? =/ notice the eye bag *special traslation :P 眼袋 sorry bwa, my ang mo very poor..* , i slept more than 8hrs but still ike that =/

gila babizzzzzz~ oops.. my sharp *vampire* teeth came out =S

*psst~ i suck blood >=)*

my eyes are back! hahaha~ *lame...* two tahi lalat-s.. one right one left..which my mami say they symbolise i like to cry.. yeap~ i am a crying baby =X

blehs? big nose =o=

sorry once more if eu accidentally vomit while halfway reading! sorry~! Gomenasai! ^^"

blahs~

*blank blank blank*

lazypig is logging off...

*how i wish you are texting me now... <3*>

*POOF! shutting down x)*

It's so hard to say goodbye

2009-06-23T21:46:00.007+08:00

lazypig should be doing her a-maths revision now, but she was too tempted to get online and blog x.x

hais~ ah bii, i miss you lots oh now =/

well, holiday holiday~ SO BORING!!! study study and online nia.. so sad right? wanna go out lepak but... got harimau at home and no transport!! =S arghhh~!! so hope papi was here.. den i can go out play one day!! wakakka~ nvm.. just stay home be pig and eat more and more x.x

feels... kinda lonely now. don't know why T.T miss so many people.. my cha bohs, ah bii dear and mister lim papa.. hais~

saying about my kanasai papa.. i had a :D conversation with him.. haha~ let's see how kanasai a daughter and a papa can be.. =D

6/21/2009
9:45:00 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
stupid girl..now how are you so long..is it heart open liaw bo

6/21/2009
9:45:46 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
haha

6/21/2009
9:45:50 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
i got new boyfren

6/21/2009
9:45:51 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
HAHAHAH

6/21/2009
9:46:07 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
wa lau so fast meh

6/21/2009
9:46:16 PM
[[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
wan me introduce?

6/21/2009
9:46:57 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
but is good also that you can put it down..i think no need la..its not the time yet

6/21/2009
9:47:05 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
HAHAHA

6/21/2009
9:47:14 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
if i tell you who is he eu wil tu xie

6/21/2009
9:47:23 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
tomorrow u go school bo

6/21/2009
9:47:29 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
HOLIDAY LA FREN

6/21/2009
9:47:40 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
i will what? become gila?

6/21/2009
9:47:45 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
haha

6/21/2009
9:47:56 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
oh i know is must be the blacky again

6/21/2009
9:48:02 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
AHHAH

6/21/2009
9:48:08 PM
[c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]to Lim
how you know? LOL

6/21/2009
9:48:34 PM
Lim to [c=48][b]ShiT莉 #13~[/b][/c]
i fed u for how mqany years .how come i dont know yr charactor

*i can't paste the box from my history folder.. so i editted in the notepad =D just copy and paste.. haha. still original x) *

seh ka liao~ xD

i just love my kanasai papi so much! ^@^

fla fla fla fla~

just now don't why kinda emo agen! T_T

i suddenly think bout year end, which is after i finish my o level and after my prom night =/ i wonder what will happen to me.. i dunno how to say goodbye to brunei, my frens, my church and ah bii.. everything sure will be very hard for me.. i really scare the arrival of that moment.. i guess at that time, my eyes will be like the tikus eye so small and might even pop out.. sigh~ it is hard to put down everything.. i can carry some with me, but some, i really have to leave it behind.. for the sake of my future.. frankly, the one that i really felt ouch to leave behind is.... ah bii dear..

sigh~ just five more months, and that very very very scary nightmare will arrive and torture me like wat... =(

no no no!

i shudn't be sad or emo right now! i should cherish what i can have now! just walk with time and accept the expected future =)

lazy to type liao~ cos i wanna construct and repair my bloggie! =D

before that... i wanna say...

i am crazy bout the korean actors in the boys over flowers!!!!! RAWRRGH!! first time i see myeslf getting crazy bout korean actors -.-"

lazypig admires.....

boys over flower! This movie ROCKS!!!

lee-min-ho

kim ki bum

*dank~ they are so cooL and handsome! =S*

stop here loo!! =D

*i love you x)*

Under construction lagi! x)

2009-06-22T22:55:00.006+08:00

NOTICE NOTICE!!

sorry for the mess, bloggie is currently still under construction =S

give me some time and hope the construction can be done by this week ^^

so eager to see da new looking blog.. wakakka~

till here!

*i don't wanna say goodbye to you <3*

holiday = nothing much

2009-06-20T22:05:00.014+08:00

-.-zZzzz

very sleepy.. lazypig wanna sleep.. sleep 24hr dun wake up.. dunno until when i can fully replenish my energy bars~ holiday one week NIA den start exam lagi T.T gosh.. i really wanna recharge myself before i start having thick black panda eyes again =(

and yeap~ lazypig just came home from ah jun's darling house.. sleep over at her hse.. well, we did nothing extremely fun, just some gossipings, watching korea movie and EATING =S why why why! food everywhere attracted me towards them and make me fatter and fatter.. so many lumps of fats everywhere.. sigh~ fall asleep ard 2am+ ytd after some gossips.. =P woke up ard 11am and EAT agen! and 2pm EAT agen.. when school re-opens, i gonna be a big fat pig liao.. sobs sobs~ but nvm, fat fat cute ma right?! *bu yao lian =S*

went to mall that day.. it had been ages since i went to gadong.. =p watch night at museum 2 with ah bii and ricky.. the movie.. hmm~ kinda ok la.. but a bit boring x.x me and ah bii accompanied ricky to arcade and he was having the luck that day.. first time play then he sudah kena jackpot and got so many tickets *jealous ><^* finish movie den walk home.. hhehe.. but overall, i was having fun that noon.. happy and smiles xD only two days for myself to rest.. so must enjoy thoroughly.. ^^ thanks ah bii for spending the whole day with me.. haha~

i really kinda blank now, cos my mood is swinging.. swing swing swing swing.. high up in the paradise and low down in the hell..

this isn't the holiday i want.. "destroyed" by so many stuffs, especially the pile of homeworks waiting to be done *physics!!!!!*.. urghh~ i done maths D and started A maths, was stucked at question 2 liao -.- imagine how i gonna face O level.. mamamia!!!

i hate holidays.. althou i can sleep more during hols, but i still choose to have school everyday and kept myself busy all the time.. my life is just... so complicated and is twisting here and there =S

time to shut.. night everyone.. sorry for the short post..

*we're getting better now <3*

a race against the time

2009-06-18T19:37:00.004+08:00

^^"

although it's holiday, lazypig is still very very busy.. packed with lots of HOLIDAY homeworks.. sigh~ and my school first trial is on the 21st july to 2nd august.. second trial was expected to be around 21st august-2nd sept and "o" level shall be starting around 2nd of October.. gosh~ this is really a race against time =S

but ler, at least.. give myself two days to enjoy shud be ok eh? haha~ and YES! tomolo will be the last day of tuition classes at school and during the night, gonna sleepover at ah jun darling hse with my lovely cha bohs!! woohoo~ i guess this will be the last time for me to play play and lepak lepak before my 5 months nightmare begins? T.T

and yea! the jungle walk on 14th of june was really extremely NICE!! 1 hour++ walking in the jungle opposite the Pusat Tingkatan Enam at Katok.. haha~ paying five bucks for an exercise( including t-shirt and food) quite worth it.. but i got muscle pain for three days * the result for not doing exercise for a long time* i did walked to school every morning le! but~ hais~ fat liao is like this.. pui pui lazypig =S ah bii say my face really look like the red apple when i came out from the jungle.. and my leg was shaking terribly =S haha~ but, in conclusion, still happy can spend some time with friends and ah bii.. ^_^

by the way,

anyone is willing to sponsor for my school's prom night?

it is always good to do more good deeds and help people so you will receive more blessings .. haha~

i guess i have to stop writing now. cos i am "disturbed" by something.. no right no wrong, i'm just waiting for God to guide me through and teach me a lesson.. ;)

*missy you babi*