Specially for you ♥

Dear my love,

I felt like having so much to say to you but i just don't know where to start..

For these 1361 days, i had learnt a lot from you and from our relationship.

Throughout these days, we had gone through a lot of up and down, separation and "reunion", joy and tears.

Now, we are far apart from one another. Everyone say long distance relationship won't work, but i believe in us. It is indeed hard to maintain our relationship, but i will always try my best until the very last.

I can't be a perfect girl for you, but i will try my very best to be the best for u all the time.

It has been 7 months since i left you. You really give me a feeling that you are so different from others. You never lost your trust in me, so do I.

Tears, hurt, sorrow and pain are getting normal. I can't demand u to fulfill every of my requirements cos u aren't the mighty in this world. Sometimes, i broke down unexpectedly due to my many unfulfilled requirements. Thinking about it, i knew i was quite wrong. I should not have ask for more, all i need is ur love and care.

Each time we quarrel, you never left me alone. You would just get mad for some time and turn around as soon as possible to tell me everything is okay and u always love me like before. I'd say a lot of people will never do so, they pretty much will just abandon me due to my pessimistic attitude and childish thoughts. You are the only one who can get over it and encourage me to change. I really dislike the way u treat me harshly sometimes, but i realized, u are doing so because u wan me to change to a better and stronger girl.

We can't be like other couples out there in the shopping mall, school or streets; i could neither touch nor feel you. All we can do everyday is just webcam, online chatting and talking through the phone. I have used to our daily sweet time together back in the past, and now i gotta change to a new routine. Our relationship used to be 90%, now the most we can get is just -- 60% ++. But i am really proud to say, you are always by my side.

I know every time when i am down or moody, i never think back what are the great things u have done for me. I just keep thinking about how bad u are being like this. Ooops, sorry if i broke ur heart partly at this section =S

I always have you on the phone to hear my crying when i felt so bad..

I always have you to walk me home when i felt so lonely and scared..

I always have you to tell me everything gonna be okay because you will always be with me..

I always have you to tell me to stand up again when i fall down..

I always have you to do stupid things with me and to laugh together..

I always have you to give me opinion when i am in trouble.

I always have you to know that i need ice cream, junk food, stars and wind when i am moody.

I always have you, the only you, who is allowed by me to watch horror movie together with me..

I always have your fatty fatty belly to hug xD

I don't have you when i suddenly woke up in the midnight, but i still can find u in my dreams..

I don't have you sometimes when i really need someone but i know u will be there for me the next day..

I don't have you to be the very extremely perfect mr right,

but..

I really want you to know you are always  the best for me (=

 It may sounds absurd to a lot of mature people about what i am talking right now, but for me, i cherish everything in my life, especially my teenage's memories =D

Baby dear, i just wanna tell you,

the sweet memories we had were the past,

the very special letter i read every time we quarrel..

What were our promise? .__________. i forgot already. TEEHHEE

our very unique house drawn by you =D

the very sweetie you to make me happy when we were in secondary...

we absolutely can't get back to all those happy memories, but we sure can create another new album together.

I really love you a lot.

From:

 LOVELY lazypig